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I can't believe I just did that!? I just told the one person I like I'm madly in love with him! Yeah I know I'm not popular or pretty I'm just plan old me. Hi my name is Isabella (Bella) for short I'm 15 years old and I'm a junior at Clydesdale high school. I know it's weird I'm 15 and a junior in high school, lets just say I'm kinda smart for my age. I have a crush on the senior quarterback Austin Tomlinson he is so amazing and my best friend! yeah me a junior. he has been my best friend for ever pretty much. we were hanging out together alone at the park we got to talking and it came right out of my mouth I told him "Austin I have a crush on you and I wanted to know if you like me that way too.?!" He looks at me with the most shocked eyes...he said bell you want to know something I do like you no I don't like you I love you...a week later we hardly talked to each other because