Chapter One:
*Jade's POV*
I sat in the cheap, faux-leather seat, staring out the window of the airplane. My stomach dropped just knowing that I was thousands of feet above the world and that the plane could come crashing down any moment. I began to bite the side of my finger - my nervous tick. The reason that my nails are bitten down as short as they can go, blood stained and the skin is peeling away around my nails. It's disgusting really - calabalism if you think about it. I began to sweat, thinking about the plane falling through the clouds and colliding with the earth, leading me to my dea-
"Miss??" with a light tap on my shoulder I jerked my head up to see an annoyed looking flight attendant staring back at me.
"Y-Yes..?" I ask, shakily.
Her emerald eyes narrowed at me, "I said, chicken pesto or spaghetti?" she said holding up two rather gross looking containers of soggy noodles.
"Uh, neither." I reply quietly. " Fine." she snaps, moving up the isle with the big cart of food.
I reluctantly unfastened my seat belt, squeezed between the isles and made my way to the bathroom. Once inside, I locked the door and leaned my head against the wall. After a few short moments of collecting myself I tracked down and and took off my ugg boots. I gently set it onto the counter top and removed the sole. I looked in and there lay my baby, the sharp blade of an exacto knife. I stole it from the Art room at my old highschool last semester. I simply couldn't help myself - it was sharp, thin, and cut deep. Even though I was completely alone, I took a quick look around the cramped airplane bathroom. Yep - I was definitely alone. Without another second to waste I pulled up my sleeve and eyed the completely visible marks on my arm, some old, brown and faded, others newer, puffier and the same colour of rose as my hair. I sadly smiled as a single tear escaped the corner of my eye, I lifed the razor to my skin, and pressed hard and dragged the blade up my arm, tracing the long blue vien. I did this several times, maybe 20 or so before there came a knock at the door,
"Excuse me!" the voice called, "But you're going to have to hurry up and get back to your seat right away, we'll be landing soon." oh great, it was the same bitchy flight attendant as before.
"C-Coming!" I called, wadding up the bloody paper towels and throwing them into the toilet, I quickly placed the blade to it's origional spot in the bottom of my shoes and left the bathroom, rushing to my seat.
Oh great, I thought, now here comes my biggest challenge, dad.
Haven't met him, wish I didn't have too - but there's a first time for everything right?
*A/N : Hey guyzers, this is my first time ever writing a fanfiction - so please bear with me!
I'm sorry the chapter was short but it's late and I have school tomorrow but I'll update soon, and I PROMISE that the boys will be in it soon (:
Please comment what you think, I'd really like your feedback and if you have any ideas/suggestions for my story I'd be glad to hear em! Read, comment & vote guys :)
Love you all :* thanks for reading!!
Julia <3
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