Nightingales (demi lovato fanfic)

Filler

Elsa's POV

I rubbed the sleep away from my eyes as I slowly opened them. There was sunlight seeping through the crack in the curtain and it was making the dust dance like little fairies. Dust fairies. I rolled over and saw Demi asleep on the bed opposite mine. Holy fuck she was adorable. I smiled and and started to making awwwwwww noises before I remembered that I wasn't looking at a photo of her. I clamped my hand over my mouth and let out a small giggle.

I got up and went into the bathroom. I washed my face and put my hair up as neatly as I could. If you were in a hotel room with Demi fricken Lovato you would make yourself presentable too. I stared into my eyes. They are so empty. How the fuck are the empty? Demi is fighting for custody over me and I'm still fucking empty. I started getting angry at myself and clenched my fists up still staring into my eyes.

"Why can't you just be happy?" I said to my reflection in a whisper.

'Because you are an ungrateful bitch who doesn't even deserve Demi' I hated the voices. The worst part is that they have my voice, the could have any voice in the world but no. They have mine and it sounds like me talking. I continued staring into my eyes. A tear slowly exited my eye and I watched it slowly fall down my face.

"Elsa, baby." Demi said sympathetically, standing at the door. I spun around quickly wiping the tear away and smiling.

"What's wrong?" she asked concerned. " I can see through that smile." She said walking closer to me.

"I just. Nothing. It's ok." I dismissed. Demi looked at me concerned but didn't press me to tell her. Why am I so fucking ungrateful? any body would be having the best time of their lives right now. Demi saw that I was fighting with myself again. She grabbed my hand and led me out of the bathroom.

"I know your not ok and I know that you think you should be ok because your with me, wow that sounds really up myself. I mean.." Demi tried to say blushing a little.

"Yeah, I know what you mean. I don't understand though. The day I met you I was supposed to be happy and now your fighting for custody over me and anyone in my situation would be so so happy, and don't get me wrong, I'm so happy and excited, I mean your fucking Demi Lovato, but I don't understand why I'm still so I don't know." I said.

"Sad? because it's ok to be sad. People don't recover just because they meet their favourite person in the entire world." she winked. "It takes time." she smiled.

I smiled back.

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We were sitting in Selena's room eating lunch and watching a movie. I wasn't really paying attention. I knew that in a few hours Demi had to take me to child protective services and I would have to stay there and tell them everything. Then tomorrow I had to go to court.

"Hey Demi?" I asked

"Yeah babe?"

"Tomorrow will you be there?"

"Of course. I've got to give a case too about why I want custody and shit like that. Why?"

"I was just wondering. Selena are you coming?"

"Sorry Elsa, I start my tour tomorrow, well kind of, I have to set it all up and stuff. I'm really sorry. I wish I could come for support but you understand right?" Selena asked.

"No, it's ok." I said smiling.

We returned to the movie after that.