After walking for a while, we all ended in a beautiful park with fairy lights in the trees. It gave the park a romantic yet fictional feeling... Like if you were drifting away into a fairytale! We were all dressed in very prince and princess like ways, so I kinda felt like a princess in a way.
Jimin was walking besides me, Kookie and V were in front of us with everyone and Hyuna & Namjoon were besides us being romantic. They were holding hands and giggling to each other, it was so cute!-You guys are so fucking adorable!- I said smiling and hugging my sister.
-Aww! I maybe be adorable, but you are adorkable!- said her fixing my hair. I smiled and went back to my original place besides... Jimin...
It was akward between us, I didn't know if he still liked me after everything I've done to him... I don't know if I feel the same way after he told me everything... I don't know anything... I'm worried, he looks kinda down. I don't know what to do to cheer him up... Oh wait! I got it! I put my hands in my head like a puppy and crossed my eyes.
-Hey Jimin! Look!- I said making him look at me and he laughed!
-you still remember that?- he asked stopping his laughter and looked at me smiling.
-Yeah... Those times I really didn't want to forget... Even if I hate you, I still dont want you to be sad for no reason-
-heh... Thanks for cheering me up- he said smiling. -You know... I really missed you... When you moved so suddenly I couldn't contact you, and with Bangtan being very important I had less time to find you. Good thing Hyuna is our fashion designer-
-Ah... I didn't moved because of you only...- I said sighing. -Its was because Jaehee was going to tease me at school that she got your first kiss instead of me... I MEAN WHAT?! OH GOD I SHOULDN'T HAVE SAID THAT!! OHHOLYMOTHEROFGODIMHAVINGAPANICATTACK!!!- I said sitting down and Jimin sat besides me hugging me and comforting me. The others kept walking. I was freaking out! I revealed to him that I totally liked him!! Fuck!
-Moonbyul are you okay?! Please calm down! It's fine! I'll forget it!- he said hugging me, my heart was pounding so fast I couldn't hear my thoughts! It wasn't only because of my panic attack, Jimin was so close to me. What was happening to my heart?! My feet felt numb. My eyes suddenly closed...
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-Moonbyul? MOON?!- Jimin checked for her pulse and he found it, she just passed out because of the stress. Jimin took her in his strong arms, she was light as a feather for him.
-Cant you stop passing out like this?! I mean, I love you and everything but I'm getting tired of getting scared for you... If only you knew how much I love you... How much I really want to marry you... If only... You loved me back... Did I seriously did this much wrong to you?- he said while walking to the hotel.
When they got to their room, Jimin lay down Moonbyul in her bed and he went to take a shower and get his makeup off. He was really in love with her and he really knew how much Moonbyul wanted to have a beautiful wedding with the man of her dreams... He really thought he was that guy. He decided he was going to marry Moonbyul on April 1, the day her grandma was born. He wanted to give her the perfect wedding... And he would!
After getting out of the shower, he put on some pijamas, and he left some pjs out for Moonbyul in case she woke up and decided to change at least. He went and put a wet towel over her forehead and a soft kiss on her cheek. He sat on the floor for a moment, looking at his dream girl...-I don't want to be like this with you... I want to show you how much I love you... But you just hate me... Didn't you love me? Weren't we friends? What happened to you?- he asked looking at her, waiting for a response that he would never get...
Moonbyul did love him, with all her heart and soul but she was afraid... Afraid that he would go and do the same he did years ago. She was afraid of being heartbroken again. She cried herself to sleep everyday after she moved, she told herself in front of the mirror "I am not good enough"... Jimin didn't know... And he will never know... And everytime she heard of Jimin because of her american friends, she heard that he was sexy, that they wanted him to rape them and other stuff but they always said Jimin was a playboy... She started to believe them... That he was just a playboy...
Moonbyul wanted to marry Jimin but not the playboy she knows, she wanted to marry the boy who played "knight & princess" with her, who she played "famous artist" with... Who she loved since years ago...-Moonbyul...- was the last thing Jimin said before he fell asleep looking at her from the floor.
-Hm... Jimin...- Moonbyul said in her sleep.
Jimin loves her, Moonbyul loved him, how will Jimin get her heart?
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Learning to Love [PJM] 1 《Complete》 {editing}
أدب الهواة-Moonbyul, let me explain..! I- -There's nothing to explain Jimin... Goodbye- ∆×∆×∆×∆×∆×∆×∆×∆×∆×∆×∆×∆×∆×∆×∆ Thanks to errors in the past, Park Jimin has been mistaken as a playboy, his future wife and childhood best friend is the one who mistook him...