Its Never Enough

Waking up again in the morning isn't fun especially if you live in my life.

"Get your worthless self up and get out of my house to get your dumbass an education"

There goes my abusive Mother. Ever since my father raped me,she blames me for his desires. So everyday when I come home. She beats me,most of the time she's stoned.

I got out of bed and took a quick shower. As the hot water rolled off my tan skin. I silently sobbed at my mothers harsh word. I went into the medicine cabinent and took out my blade.

*slice*

worthless

*slice*

dumb

As the blood dripped from my wrist. I watchef as it oozed out of the slit skin.

Getting out of the shower. I quickly dried myself off amd got dressed. Although Im ugly. I love dressing up. I put on my favorite ripped jeans,a low crop top, and my black converse. I looked at myself in the mirror...tan skin,brown boring eyes,long eyelashes,black curly hair, braces.

I grabbed my bookbag and headed out the door before my mom could see me leave. Waiting for the bus I put my headphones in and listened to "exit wounds" by the script. I was silently singing the words when someone tapped my shoulder.

"you have a beaufiful voice"he said.

I starred silently. Brown messy hair that I wanted to run my hands through,blue eyes,light skin,and straight ass teeth. In other words...HE WAS THE DEFINTION OF AN ANGEL.

"ummm...thanks"  I whispered.

"Im Ryan"

"Hannah."

"You go to the arts school?"

"yeah. what about you?" I asked

"haha. why did you think I asked you?" he winked

"sorry"

The cheese bus slowly pulled into our stop. I quickly went on and went to my normal seat all the way to the back where nobody could bother me...I was wrong about that today.

"You mind if I sit here?"

I didn't aswer. I just motioned my hand to him amd smiled.

Since there was no conversation I listened to music again.

Baby I just don't get it

Do you enjoy being hurt

I know you smell the perfume

The makeup on his shirt

You don't believe his stories

You know that their all lies

Bad as you are

You stick around

And I just don't know why

If I was your man

Baby you

Never worry about

What I do

I be coming home back to you

Every night

Doing you right

You're the type of woman

Deserve good things

Fist full of diamonds

Hand full of rings

Baby you're a star

I just wanna show you you are

You should let me love you

Let me be the one to

Give you everything you want and need

Oh baby good love and protection

Make me your selection

Show you the way loves supposed to be

As the first part came toan end I saw Ryan staring at me with his mouth open.

"ummm..."

"You can really sing"

"thanks" I blushed

As I went to turn off my music,my sleeve rolled up and Ryan saw my wrist.

"Hannah...what are these?" he asked with,what was that? Care?

Uh Oh....