Am I evil?

So I got this idea and thought it could work out...tell me what do you think...should I keep on? Comments are really appreciated(: xo

I was never a normal girl though I acted like one. First of all...my likes, my likes are weird for most people, so I never say them. And I want to dress different but I dress normal to have friends. What I mean, my past isn't the best one. I could resume it in 3 words...pain, suffering, disaster. My dad's family had a hate on me and my mom since my dad got married with a woman that wasn't what my grandmother, grandfather, aunts and uncles expected from me.

 My dad was from a very rich family, my grandfather was Louis Mist and everyone in this little town knows him for being 'the most amazing and best architect in the world', my grandmother was a pianist...they had money. My dad had 2 brothers (Uncle Albert and Uncle George) and 2 sisters (Aunt Marie and Aunt Libeth) all of them selfish and immature. My dad wanted to be different, he was different from them. At high school, my uncle Albert met my 'aunt' Christy and during a party some things happened. My dad told me that 3 days after that party, my 'aunt' Christy told my uncle that she was pregnant. My uncle Albert told her to get away from his life and she did. My dad told me that 1 year later, ‘aunt’ Christy knocked on the door with the baby on hands...it was a boy but my uncle told her to get away and get rid of the kid. My dad never knew anything from 'aunt' Christy or the boy...ever again and neither did my uncle and rest of the family. Years later he got married with my aunt Clarisse and they had 4 kids...2 girls and 2 boys.

My dad though, cared about 'aunt' Christy but he never knew anything from her again. He searched for her in many places, he said that he was going to tell her that he wanted to be the baby's father figure and he said that he was going to give the kid his name and responsibility but he never found her again...

My uncle George skipped school and went to the mall to buy himself very expensive clothes and in that way get more attention...he was a troublemaker. He had 23 girlfriends in one year and before finding Aunt Sophia he already had like many girlfriends and made so many stuff. He often went to jail and even knew the name of the officials who got him and the prisoners. It was common of him. He was usually arrested because being drunk and driving, having fights, stealing and many more stuff

My Aunt Marie and Libeth were cheerleaders and very selfish and liked to stereotype many people...I usually get stereotyped by them which I don't care about...I care when they mess up with mom and dad. Though my Aunt Marie today is 36 and hasn't got married she's so mean and hates me with so much passion, like if she was paid for that. And Aunt Libeth got married...she had one boy and was going to have another but he died...he died because my aunt got pretty sick. I thought that she was going to be a nice person with me after that but...I was sadly mistaken. 

My dad, was a normal one. My grandparents loved him for being the best student, son, person that their eyes had seen. My dad graduated with honors and proud of himself and knowing what he wanted to do from his life...he wanted to leave his family, get married and be successful. That's all he wanted. He wanted to get away from his brothers and sisters who always make him feel ashamed and sad

So after graduating from high school my dad went to college in Mexico, so he left his family. He went to live in Monterrey, Mexico and studied in the best university there thanks to a scholarship. He made lots of Mexican friends and learned the language fast and nice.  One day a friend of his invited him to a little town near Monterrey so my dad could visit some other places. My dad agreed and they both went to the little town that was 30 minutes away from Monterrey. When he got there, he saw that it was a little town but it looked beautiful. His friend took him to the house he had bought on that town and they left the car there and started walking. During the walk they saw a sign that said "May's Dance is about to come, don't miss it" they saw the date...May 15 and that day was May 15. They both went to get ready back to the house and on night, they left to the dance

As soon as his friend stepped in the dance floor he got a partner which was a beautiful lady with brown short hair and brown chocolate eyes. My dad though, stayed alone and being watched by everyone. It was weird to see a man with blond hair and blue eyes with beautiful white skin in the town. Some, the ones that believed in many tragic stuff, thought that my dad was sent from hell to do something. But a beautiful short lady with curly brown hair that was shoulder length went to talk to him. She had a beautiful black dress and brown almost black eyes...my mother. They started dancing and talking and knowing each other, he figured out that my mother just went to high school since she couldn't afford the university but she looked smart. Soon they were laughing and dancing having their time of their life as everyone watched and mumbled stuff to themselves but soon my mother left to her house

When I got to my house I watched the TV and in that moment I heard something from outside, it was a car and on that car your father was there...he wanted to talk to me more …my mom said to me once she was talking about the story

One year passed and on June 28th my mother was wearing a white dress and my dad a suit. They got married the night of June 28th. My dad's family couldn't be there which is good since they could have made such a scene if they found out who my mother was. My parents told me that they wanted a baby but they couldn't have one, studios then proved that my mother had some problem but our of the nothing...she got pregnant. On June 29th one year later after their marriage...I was born. My dad's family came running from their places and they got to the hospital to see that...my mother was brunette, that she didn't go to University, that she was from  a little town and the she had no money or career in her life. They made a scene and almost killed my mother by placing a pillow in her face and asphyxiated her when she was asleep. They told my father that they needed to get divorced but my dad said...

I LOVE HER AND YOU WON'T BE ON MY WAY

Something in my grandmother told her that I wasn't normal...and she said that I was going to be a danger when I turned 17 before leaving us

They told my dad to get away from them and he did, he had a daughter now, a Mexican daughter so we stayed in Mexico. Our life became miserable...my dad didn't have an awesome job since the life in Mexico is hard and I'll constantly get sick and my mom and dad used to take care of me 24/7. When I turned 3 years old, we came to the U.S.A, in Texas... and life started getting better

I went to school but when I my likes every kid will run away from me and the teachers at some point where also scared from me. I was bullied and hated for my name so my parents decided to change my name to make friends though it didn’t work out

At house things weren't going well. My mom and dad constantly fought because my dad's family was making his life miserable. Uncle George would call my father to tell him horrible stuff about me...what did I do? They hate me...for many reasons...but I don't know them

One night during dinner my phone rang and I answered it, to my response it was Aunt Marie making fun of me and telling me many stuff. That night I will never forget it, my parents had a huge fight, they throw stuff, my mom slapped my dad. I went to hide myself at my room, under my bed and started crying as I heard everything. My mom said that she wished she could have met my dad’s family first before saying ‘yes’ when he proposed to her. She said that she wished that she wouldn’t have met him. She said that she wanted to leave this world and be happy, like she was before getting married. She said something about getting divorced but police came in that moment and settled them down. When I asked the neighbors weeks after, they told me they called 911 because it looked like a terrible fight. They weren’t there and said that, I could say worse since I was there. My parents didn’t talk to each other for weeks, my dad slept at the couch or with me and he would do his own stuff like food and laundry. When my 14th birthday came…that’s when they talked and started being a happy couple.

I grew up and never had friends...just my imaginary friend Kim. 

My name is Frid Mist well originally is Lilith Mist. I'm a nice girl...with a hard past. I'm 16 years old and with no friends in life. I'm a nice girl but things starting getting weird for me when I met him...and that's when I asked myself

Am I evil?

This...my friend is my story of why I was born out of the sudden and why my name was Lilith…

This is the story of why I wanted to talk to him....

This is the story when...I could say that I started living, a nightmare and mystery but I started living a life I wanted to live