-{Discontinued}- Stars and Hearts. G!Sans x Abused!Shy!Reader

Confusing

(G's PoV)

*Sigh...* (Y/N) is... Confusing..
She shows signs of affection, but I cannot tell in what way, she shows signs of sadness, but I cannot determine how strongly.
She shows signs of fear when one gets close to her...

But I cannot figure out why.

I raised my voice, she seemed scared when I had done so.

I had only just realized.. she was so small, and frail, and skinny, and not naturally, it looked and felt like starvation..

Had she been starved? Homeless? Why? She looked so beaten up when I found her.. she had cuts all over her face, as if something had broken into millions of shards and hit her, and her leg...

How did all of this happen to her? Why?

Something snapped me out of my thoughts, a sudden weight had come along (Y/N), she was limp, I had assumed she had fallen asleep, as I stroked her hair and she had not even flinched.

The questions ran through my mind once more, like the final lap of a race, or the end of a marathon.

I sighed...

And mumbled under my breath...

(Y/N)'s' PoV)

I was asleep, but it was a strange sleep, I could still hear the warm, soft beating of G's heart... Which was strange, because he doesn't have one.

I felt his warm breath on the top of my head, and his bony fingertips stroking through my soft, (H/L), (H/C) hair, and smell the puffs of smoke from his cigarette, which I felt him shift to put it out.

He sighed.. and mumbled something, not too quiet for me to hear.

"(Y/N)... What did you ever do to deserve this abuse..?"

The word ran through my head.. it echoed, banging on the walls of my mind, giving me an illusional headache... I shifted uncomfortably, became hot and sweaty, the word made me nervous, scared- no.. terrified.

My heart started pounding, as if it were a mad man in an asylum, but the man wasn't really mad he just wanted out, back to his family, I started hyperventilating.

More uncomfortable shifting and turning.

I screamed at myself.. "WAKE UP! WAKE UP!" But this was like a nightmare that wasn't just a dream, it felt like a reality.

Bang

The sound of a gun shooting my mother, it repeated like a broken record..

Smash

The sounds of beer bottles breaking upon me, but never smashing into smaller pieces than my heart when that beast.. that thing, had heartlessly, no hesitation, shot my mother.

Bang.. smash..

The noises mixed together...

Thump thump thump...

My heartbeat synchronized with the played back sounds of my parents, and brother, stomping towards my room..

Creeeaaakkk..

The opening of my door.. scared me

Squeak..

My window being opened...
The day I had escaped was the best day of my life..

Squish...

The sound of the knife entering the flesh of my thigh.. it starts to hurt as soon as I think about it.

I feel shaking.. it seems to be G..

As soon as I get the opportunity, I rush to open my eyes, and cling onto G's shirt...

"(Y/N)! Are you okay?" He sounds panicked.. I look up at him, and there seems to be a saturated colorful glowing heart above me. It's cracked in many places, as well as chipped in many ways.

The only thing I want to focus on..

Is how worried, and confused G looks right now.

I'm confused as well...

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Sorry for not updating in so long.. I've decided today will be my big update day! All stories will be updated today! Enjoy reading.

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