Just A Feeling

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Just now, I saw official merch of Gintama in Twitter. This merch has been succesfully broke my heart into pieces.

I, someone who loves GinHiji so much, dat i consider them as my Papi'Mami. Seeing that merch really made my weakoro became weaker.

I know that this ship (official stuff about) is sailing well recently, and I think GinHiji is going through a super great storm.

This man, i know many girls in the world love this kind of hottie guy. He always got a nice shot in manga/anime. Like flawless. Man, who wont fall for him?

But then, I never thought ppl will pair him with my Papi (Gin). Ppl keep talking bout him and Papi and moreover, their shippers tryin to get in ginhiji way by saying my papi'mami didnt mean to be together.

This. Really. Made. Me. Mad.

Whatever.

I just wanna say thanks to the staff by makin that official merch of them.
There has been so many their official merchs together recently, such as the poster of them wearing tuxedo,  or when they're wearing warriors outfit just like in the op/ed (i forgot which one) of Gintama 2017, and then this one that I just saw in Twitter. 

I guess maybe Hijikata merchs didnt sold well thats why they prefer to make Gin and that guy official merchs. Its beneficial for them after all. When Hiji's birthday theys didnt even give a damn bout him or tryin to made GinHiji merchs. Even if I understand about this kind of marketing stuff pretty well, I still cant take it easy.

And then, maybe you guys (staff) will never understand that there are these ppl who still ship GinHiji and believe in them. You're the one who made us believe in the first place and now you yourselves thorn our hearts (or maybe just mine?) apart.

Thanks for the great heartbroken you guys give to me. Now im feeeling like to die . Pls someone kill me i cant handle this heart damage anm 😭😭😭😭

P.s:

My heart is not strong enough to see my Papi is paired with someone else. I CANNOT hate any characters to be honest, but if it still goes on, sooner or later, I will definitely hate this guy. Im sorry.

And also, I cant stuffed myself with GinHiji for a moment. I need to take a break and forget about this tiring facts that will never ever I accept till the end.
So, when my heart's getting well, I will be back and read all of the ginhiji ffs here and also continue my works.

I hope you can understand. Its really really hard time for me.

Thanks for reading ❤