- kathleen's pov -
My auburn locks cascaded down my shoulders, i took a hair clasp & put the hair into a bun, but my bangs hanged down on my face. I put my ear phones in & started playing 'Hallelujah by Kate Voegele'. I looked at Hailey who was sleeping peacefully in her castle theamed bed, her blonde hair now falling upon her chubby porceline face.
'Like a doll' I whispered. The door opened & a sleepy Justin looked through, I took out my earphones at once & stared up at him. "Y-Yes?". "Could I sit here? I need to talk to...someone" he sighed & sat down in the rocking chair infront of mine.
"Sure" I answered him, but he'd moved allready. "Whatcha wanna talk about?"
- Justin's Pov -
I had to talk to someone. For the longest of time's I'd been mourning Angel & then when Selena came in i'd kind of forgotten the love I had for Angel, In a way I think I forgot about her. This was the epitimy of foolishness- how could I forget my one true love? And so I chose Kathleen, for somereason I felt as if I trusted her the most I mean, I did put my child in her hands. I put my world in her hands.
"It's about Angel ..." I started, I felt her tense up, she leaned her self onto her hands and look right through my eyes she nodded "I understand".
"I miss her so much, and Selena..." I shook my head trying to find the right words, I wouldn't disrespect Selena "Selena was..." I look around the room. Kathleen coughed & looked at me "A temporary pain killer right?" she finished my sentance. I nodded "Exactly"
"Justin, what do you want to do about Angel?, do you want to forget her or move on or just love her in a way that's beyond living?" She asked me sincerly no evil in her words.
"She'd want me to be happy...So move on but remember her forever" I gripped my heart.
"Justin, do you love Selena?" She looked at me, this time she looked in my eyes
I shook my head "I went crazy when I lost Angel , and I lost my morals, I dated again just 2 weeks after she...passed away" Tears pricked in my eyes but I wouldn't let them fall
Kathleen nodded "It was hard, for everyone, but we couldn't comprehend what you felt, you loved her Justin"
She was so right, everyone after the funeral told me that they understood what I was going through but they didn't, they didn't love her on the level I did. No one could warm me at that time, it was the darkest time in my life. Hell on earth.
"Justin, break up Selena, your gonna help nobody, not you, not her, not Hailey by staying her, you dont love her Justin" Kathleen gulped "I know I cant make judgements but...if you loved her you wouldn't come to me right now, you wouldn't be talking to anyone about this, you'd be...in love" She stuttered.
"Thanks Kathleen, I mean it" I hugged her and the smell of her vanilla perfume filled my nose. She hugged me back.
We'd been talking in hushed tones the whole time because Hailey was sleeping but I guess not anymore.
"Dadda?" Hailey's baby voice stung from behind me I pulled away from Kathleen & looked up at her "Yes baby?"
"I miss mommy too" tears started to fall from her eyes. Oh lord, she'd been listening to our whole conversation. I looked at kathleen's dumstruck face & then looked at the heartbroken face of my 3 year old daughter. I walked up to her and picked her up in my arms. "I know baby, I know..."
