What happened?

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I was so happy.
I felt like everything was okay
I had hope, and joy



But obviously that couldn't last.
I finally feel like I'm truly happy, then it comes crashing down.
What did I do to deserve this?
I know I'm lucky, I have food and clothes and roof on my head but why am I forced to feel like I have nothing. Why am I forced to feel like I'm so scared to live that I want to hide in my room. Why am I so scared to keep breathing, but I'm also terrified of dying. My anxiety had finally went away for a couple days, and I thought I was through it


God damn was I wrong.

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