Oo alam ko.
Masyado na akong matanda para maniwala kay Santa Clause.
19 years old...
Gumagawa ng wish list para ipadala sa north pole??
Like duh??!
Kaso...
Wala nang pakelamanan.
It's my life.
I do believe in him.
Every Christmas nagpapadala ako ng letter sa North Pole. Seryoso ako. Kilala na nga ako ng nasa Post Office dahil sa walang palya kong pagsesend ng letter doon sa twing ika-23 ng december eh.
I've been doing this ever since I gain consciousness in life. Nang magkaroon na ako ng muwang sa mga bagay-bagay. And every christmas, I only have one wish.
And that is, to have someone who will love me for the rest of my life.
Nung una kong sulat kay Santa, I was 8 yrs. old back then. Wrong grammar pa ang letter ko. I kept a copy of all my letters kaya kapag binabasa ko yun ulit during my spare time, natatawa na lang ako.
Today is the 15th day of December, and guess what, it's my birthday. Kaka-19 ko lang ngayon. Yeah, And I'm still waiting for the 23rd of December para makapag-send na uli ako kay Santa.
I know, Santa failed me almost 11 years. Hindi niya nabibigay yung wish ko. Pero I didn't lose my faith to him. Naniniwala kasi ako sa kanta na "All I want for Christmas is you" by Mariah Carey. I know Santa will bring me my baby. haha Korny ba?
"Cloe, buksan mo na tong gift namin para sa'yo."
Inabot ni Mommy sakin ang box and I slowly opened it.
Nope, I did the opposite. I wreck the wrapper into peices and immediately opened the gift.
"Wow, thank you mommy and daddy. I'm so thankful for this heart-shaped locket na bigay niyo."
"Walang anuman iha, you can put your picture inside.", sabi ni daddy habang isinusuot sa akin ang locket.
"Ilalagay ko din yung picture ng lalaking mamahalin ko at mamahalin ako forever."
We continued the celebration of my birthday and I open many gifts from my brother, Kuya Claud, and my younger sister, Clara. Pagtapos ng isang magulo at maligayang selebrasyon, I went to my room and jump to my bed.
And then, may naisip ako. Bakit hindi kaya agahan ko ang pagsulat kay Santa, para mas mahaba yung period niya na maghanap ng gift ko. It wouldn't hurt to send it early, would it?
Nagmadali akong umupo and wrote what I want and immediately sealed it in an envelope. Stamp, and viola! I'm done! I'll send it as early as tomorrow morning.
"Wake up sleepy head, simula na ng simbang gabi."
'Kuya Claud naman, anong oras na ba? Aga mong mang-istorbo." =____=
"Cloe my dear, 5 am na, and if you don't got up, male-late tayo sa mass."
