his mate is deaf and broken

chapter 1 - four months ago

My mom and dad came into my room on my birthday they told me to get dress we are having a family day ...
I jump up it was my  17th birthday today I gotten up and put on a all time low shirt and some black skinny  jeans and black as night vans with my black leather choker, as I put black mascara on and my bracelet on I walk out of my room heading down stairs to smell my mother's bacon and pancakes and sausage ... I sat down at the table as mother hand a plate of bacon and sausage to me I can't have pancakes but she still makes them for  my dad he loves them ,

" So mom where are ya'll taking me today " I ask " please tell me its a all time low concert  " I smile at my mother

" Hello Kitten " my father said as he kiss my forehead than pecks mom's lips , I always want a relationship like that but my ex kiven cheated on me

I eat and than went to my room to get my phone and earphones  , my room is black with tap on it with golden lyric to my favorite song or quote
And my little purple couch in the corner by my desk and my I look a Gus who sleep on the dog bed , even if Gus was not a dog he slept there
 
" Come on Gus get ur lazy goat ass up " I said and as soon as I said his name he jump up , I grab him by the collar and put the Black leash on him , his fur was black with white spots , he wore a purple leather collar

" Come on Gus we are gonna go for a walk "  I said  and a I got was a few " beh beh beh " from him .

I walk to the front door

I live in asher Oklahoma , were I have a goat , and it not a crime he is only a baby after all just a  8 weeks old his mother die and I took him from being saughter ......

             Back at home

As I grab the bottle of milk and lead
Gus to my friend house her name was Riley

* Knock ... Knock *

The door opens and Riley is happy to see Gus after all she is his friend too

" Hey Riley can u watch Gus for me , please mom and dad taking me somewhere " I ask

" Yes omg yes , I get to spoil him " she said as she pulls the leash from my hand and the baby bag I use for his milk and formula

" Thank I'll be back for him , everything u need is in the bag. " I said as I wave to her and meet my mom in the car 

I smile knowing that Gus is in good hands as my dad drives away from her house 
** Sigh *** I put in my head phones and blast my music

All time low - missing you came on
And I sang along

As we pulled in to Shawnee I seen we park outside of a massive Manor and my father got out and so did mom , so I follow and I seen a family for four there was a mother , father , and  a boy , and the youngest was there daughter ,

" Hey Mom who are they " I ask

" Your father thought it was time to meet your real family " my mother said with tears , I gave her a hug
and , kiss her cheek and walk up

" Hello my name is jayden em rose
" I said " this is my mother Jane and my father jaces "

" My name is James and this is my wife Scarlett and our two other wonderful children , Ryan and our daughter kaissy , it so nice to finally meet my first baby girl " James said as he hug me and walk with my parents

I look at the boy he had the same Blonde hair I have and our mom green eyes while I have purple l eyes and the girl has blue eyes and red hair

" Hewllo " the little girl said as the boy walk away

" Hello kaissy " I said

She walk to me and grab my hand pulling me to the trees

And she let's go " let's play tag " she said ," okay you go hide and ill find d you okay " I tsk as I walk to a tree and start counting 

A hour later

I was still trying to Find kaissy when I heard a shreak and when run towards it , there was kaissy she had climb a tree to get away from this wolf , but what was different from it was it was bigger than an average wolf almost as big as a horse 

I pick up a large rock ,

" Kaissy when I get it's attention run okay " I yelled

" Okay " she said stand up

I yell at the wolf " hey you mutt look over here " I trow the rock at it's head and I turn to face me easy forgetting the little girl as the wolf stalk towards me  it grey fur bloody already , nasty  , I look to see kaissy running
I look down and grab a stick that was
Thick and sung at him I snap it has and charge me I turn to run as I felt the teeth go through my flesh and I let a high pitched scream come and sung the stick hitting his head hard it let go as a shot rang in the air he look around blood coming from his leg , he jumped up and took off ......
My mother rush me to the car my father already in  , " I'll wait here for you "  mom said she look at my father  get her back safe after the doctors okay the look said it all

As we  drove up there a animal ran Infront of the car and father try to avoid hit it and meet a other car head on , the sound of metal on metal and crushing and glass shattering full my ears and than nothing at all I couldn't hear anything  , all I could hear was nothing I look around my dad neck and left arm twisted worng and glass in his face and chest , I felt the warm liquid coming and my body shock with my sobs but I still couldn't hear a sound not even a peek of ringing

------- six hours later –——

It took six hours for the an emergency car to come they bought me and the guy that hit us to the hospital he was okay not even a scratch but me I was deaf for good , they literally declared​ it , I'll never be able to hear again

The woman who adopted me didn't want me anymore seeing it's my fault that her husband is dead , so now I I've with my birth parents at there masion my room is just like the other room I use to have ,