Okay well it's May 16 and I've been so busy for the past days. Sorry forgive me :( But anyways, I did something that I'm afraid of doing and something that could get me hurt at the end. I fell in love with someone. I don't like saying that word. Love. It's a word that I want but it's also dangerous if I ever got it. He is everything. He makes me laugh,smile, and he makes me blush all the damn time. But. It seems like he's more interested into my friend. This is exactly why I don't want to feel like this. I don't want to be like this. I ask my self every time I think about him:
Why do I try so hard for someone who will never care about me? I'm completely in love with him. Yet, he doesn't even spare a glance at me.
