Secrets. (Asa Butterfield Sequel to 'Changes')

Fill In!

-Morning-

I didn't drink at all last night, because I was so worried. And if I was pregnant, it wouldn't be good for the baby.

"Gemma? Are you okay?" Asa asked, turning over on the bed. We ended up in his house. He must've heard me crying.

I sniffed. "Yeah, fine."

"No you're not fine! Don't give me that! What's wrong?!"

"Asa, I swear, nothing is wrong! I'm fine!" I wiped away my tears and turned around to face him, smiling.

"You've been crying and everything! Look Gemma, tell me right now." He demanded, sitting up. I sat up too, and he grabbed my shoulder's.

I didn't answer and looked away. Asa grabbed my chin and brought my face up to look him in the eyes. His beautiful blue eyes, twinkling in the sunlight that was coming through the window. I couldn't take it anymore and burst out crying, throwing myself onto him and sobbing into his bare chest. He held me close and tangled his hands through my hair.

"Gemma? Don't cry, baby. Please tell me what's bothering you. I can't bear seeing you like this." His voice broke.

"Okay.. But, don't be angry... I--"

"GOOD MORNING SUNSHINES!" Aramis and Danielle broke into the room. Asa looked really pissed, but smiled all the same.

"Morning." He said. I smiled too, and muttered a small morning back.

Danielle looked at me, and I mouthed 'I'm gonna tell him'

She squinted her eyes, trying to see, then she suddenly nodded.

"Hey, Asa, I really want breakfast, can Aramis and I go on down to the kitchen to make something please?" She asked, smiling away. I smiled gratefully at her, still cuddled into Asa's chest.

"Yeah, thats okay, more than okay!" Asa said quickly.

"Okay, see you guys later!" She mouthed good luck to me and backed out of the door, closing it behind her. I took a deep breath and looked up at Asa.

"Okay, so, as I was going to say... Did we use protection when we had sex?" I blushed. Asa's eyes widened and he put his hand over his mouth. Again. And this time, it was no joke.

"Yeah, exactly. I--I think I'm pregnant."

He took one look at me then quickly looked away again, covering his eyes.

"Asa?"

"I don't want to be near you right now." He said slowly, getting up and slamming out of the door.

I burst out crying, and got up, following him quickly. I found him in the bathroom, looking at himself in the mirror.

"Asa please, it wasn't just my fault! It was both our faults, please don't be like this!" I screamed/sobbed, the tears rushing down my face.

"It's okay for you Gemma, but what about me?! What about my fans?! I can't do this to them!!" He screamed

"Your fans? Oh, so you're telling me you care about them more than you care about me and your unborn child?!" I screamed back, the tears suddenly stopping. "Don't you know how hard this is for me Asa? I don't get why your blaming it all on me. You made the baby too, not only me. That's if I even am pregnant. But if I am, will you still love me?

I took a deep breath after I said that all, and Asa looked down at the ground. Then back at me.

"I'm so so so sorry for doing this to you." He said, bursting out crying again. So did I.

"We'll work it out together. I swear. I haven't even took the test yet, so I don't know if I'm really.. You know.." I didn't even want to say the word anymore.

"I'm sticking with you, every step of the way. I can't believe it. I might be a daddy!"

"And I might be a mommy!" I smiled and jumped into his arms. We embraced, and he held onto me as if he never wanted to let go.

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A/N - I'll give shoutouts in the next chapter, I still want more people to comment though!

This is more a fill-in chapter.