The Boy I Never Had

Prolouge

Have you ever wondered why we meet people who will only leave us and tear us apart?? Have you ever wondered why would you go to a place where you will meet someone special and eventually have to leave them?? Well, I do. It always happens. They leave only after a second they arrive. Yes, maybe just exaggerating, but it felt like that. But it is much, much more terrible if you are the one to leave. You will leave because there is no choice. You will leave even though it hurts, even though it's hard. You just have to. Or maybe, you just need to.

I am checking my facebook account just to wait if someone is going to ask me where I am. Well, I am hoping. Maybe a farewell will feel good for me, but not even a message came. Instead, it is a message from someone I don't know.

('Hi')

Tinignan ko yung profile pic nya at anime pic ang nakita ko. Aha! Otaku din pala!!

(Do I know you?)

('Not yet, soon you will *wink emoji*')

Soon?? Means makikilala ko palang sya??

(Ahh. Haha ok.)

('You are beautiful')

Teka? Ako? Maganda? Tss, lokohin mo ang tanga.

('Hello, can I court you?')

Asdfghjkl?! Anong?! Aba nanlalandi lang pala to eh!! Upakan ko kaya ito?!

(May basketball court, volleyball court at food court dito, yun nalang i-court mo!)

('Wow. Just wow. Napaka seryoso ng sagot mo.')

(Why? Does it sounds like a joke??)

('No. Your face is a joke. A very big joke! Hahahahaha!!')

What the fudge?!? So ibig nyang sabihin, pangit ako?! Aba!

(You just dared to call a girl ugly?? Now that takes some guts!)

('Well this is a free country. Just telling the truth, gender equality *smirk emoji*')

(Says the one who looks like a gay)

('What the?!')

(What?? This is a free country, JERK!)

('Hah, says the witch.')

Anong?!? Arghh!!! Naiinis na ako sa bwiset na to!!! Bwiset!

('I saw you.')

(Huh?)

(We are at the same neighborhood, idiot. Snobber ka lang.)

Seriously?! Hindi ko sya kilala!

(Akala ko inglisero ka)

('Hindi ah, akala ko kasi inglisera ka kaya nakikisabay lang ako')

(So you live next door?)

('No, we will be moving')

Oh, sounds like we are in the same situation. But the thing is, we already moved.

('Aww, hindi kaagad nakapag reply? No worries, we will still have some talk *wink emoji*')

(Wow hah, late reply lang, nag alala agad??)

('Pwede')

Argh! That's it! I'm pissed!

('By the way, I have my own way, so we will have more time to talk. Bye!')

Huh? What does he mean by that??

"Yuna ano ba!! Ayusin mo na mga gamit mo!!" Dinig kong sabi ng mama ko. Tinignan ko yung orasan ko at 7:00 na pala. We traveled 6:00 PM so I assume we arrived at 6:30. Ugh, traveling sucks. Tinignan ko ulit yung laptop ko, pero wala man lang. Napabuntong hininga nalang ako at isinarado yung laptop. Will they miss me? Do they even know I exist? I sure don't want to leave them. The thing is, they want me to. I think they want me to. Do they?? Well, I don't care. Whether they like it or not, I'M COMMING BACK.

Nagulat ako ng biglang tumunog yung phone ko. Is it them? Will they ask me where I am?? Is it one of my classmates? Will they bid farewell with me??

I opened my phone and an unregistered number popped. Maybe it's them!

(I told you, I have my own way)

What?! THAT JERK!! How did he found my number?! Is he a hacker?! He's not a hacker, his a stalker!!