5 ~ trace the lines of my tattoos

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Amber's POV

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Amber's POV

I woke up to Ronnie climbing over me, pinning me down and kissing my neck, his hands began to trail up my sides as he pulled off the shirt I was wearing. I was too terrified to move or speak. My skin felt like it was on fire, I felt dirty, I finally mustered up the strength to speak.

"Stop." I whispered.

He ignored me and started sucking on my neck. I tried to push him off of me. I felt a stinging heat on my cheek, he slapped me. He started to pull down my underwear, discarding them on the floor before ripping my bralette off.

"Stop!" I begged, "Please get off of me! Ronnie please! I don't want to do this."

Tears started running down my face and I shuddered under his touch. It was happening, my biggest fear was coming true. I was going to be raped, it was my first time, and I was going to be raped.

"Please. Please don't do this." I breathed as he pushed my hips into the bed.

I heard him take off his boxers as he began to rub harsh circles into my clit. My body jerked pushing me further into his hand and I whimpered. He kissed me roughly before going back to sucking on my neck. I squeezed my eyes shut and waited, still quietly begging him to stop.

"You want me to stop?" He pushed a finger in me, making my gut clench, "I think you're enjoying this, do you see how wet you are?"

I stared up at him through tear filled eyes as he positioned himself at my entrance. This was it...

Ronnie's POV

"Amber!" I shook her, trying to wake her up, "Amber!"

She was trembling, she was talking in her sleep, she kept saying 'no' and 'stop' and she was crying. She was having a nightmare are she wouldn't wake up.

"Ronnie, no" she whimpered, "please stop."

She was having a nightmare about me. Fuck.

"Amber!" I shook her harder, wiping the hair out of her face and drying her tear stained cheeks.

She grabbed onto my shoulders as her eyes flew open.

Amber's POV

I opened my eyes, he was still above me, but he wasn't touching me how he had been moments before... and his clothes were on, and I was still in his shirt, and my underwear.

"What?" I whispered.

This didn't make any sense.

"It's okay Amber," he pulled me into his arms, "it was just a dream, I'm so sorry, I would never hurt you."

It was a dream. No, it was a nightmare. I let myself sob into his chest.

"Shhhh," he whispered into my hair, "it's okay, I won't let anyone hurt you."

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