Soo.. What now?

Ok so I'm starting a new book because I felt like it. If you don't like it that's great I don't really care but if you do let me know because I could use tips :)

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I've never been the pretty girl I was always over weight but I couldn't help it I tried everything to lose it but nothing helped. I'm tall 5'7 long black hair, bright vivid green eyes, full lips , an hourglass figure if I lost all this weight and tan skin. My name is Nina Pena yea I know what your thinking ohhh she's got to be Latino or something, well sorry to burst your little bubble but I'm not my grandparents are the only ones who know and speak Spanish both my parents lost there native language long ago my dad Christopher Pena tall 6'3 black hair,brown hair, muscles and I guess pretty good looking for 46 year old now my mom Xenia Pena is 5'4 beautiful long dark brown hair tan skin big green eyes hourglass figure with curves. My older brother Nathan Pena totally player with is 6'3 big muscles dark brown hair brown eyes tan and a total charmer when it comes to girls, now when it comes to me he's totally over protective asshole oh he's also a football player.

We just finished moving into a small town in Colorado because I was bullied for my weight, yea I know shocker please note my sarcasm. As I looked around I kinda liked out house it was a big two story house with a big front yard, as I walked into the house my dads voice rang threw the air

"Nina would you come and grab this box for me?" he yelled at me from outside I sighed

"Yea dad hold on let me put this box down first, ok?" I yelled right back I walked further into the house and put the box with the others an walked out right as my brother walked in. See we may be brother and sister and he may be protective but other than that he doesn't like me I don't know why but be just doesn't so I don't talk to him unless I have to.

"Excuse me Nathan." I whispered and stepped aside to let him threw. he just grunted,i sigh I've tried to get him to talk to me but he won't.

"Nina hurry up!" my dad screamed at me

"I'm coming dad hold your fucking horses!" I yelled back than slapped my hand over my mouth in shock my eyes widen when I looked up at my dad, he had a hard serious face on.

"Dad I'm so sorry i-it just came out oh god I'm so sorry." My voice cracked at the end my brother and mom stood to the side with shocked looks on their faces. I looked down at my feet while I started crying I knew no one loved me in my family they only put up with because they have to. The only reason we moved was because of me and they hate me for that I know it everyone knows it. my dad stepped forward towards me and went to touch me but I flinched away from him in fright. my dad must of relished this because he dropped his hand and looked at me with pain and sorrow.

"Nina-" I cut him off

"Dad I know you guys hate me I know, I'm sorry we had to move because of me, I'm sorry I talked to you that way... please forgive me" I say quietly not wanting to upset him even more I look away and went to get the box hopping to just get the box go inside find my room and lock myself away. As I was walked away I heard my mother sobbing about something I don't know I just kept walking with the box inside away from them. As I put the box down I headed towards the stairs, I got to my room and saw I just had to put a few things away I was happy to see all my bathroom things were in my connected bathroom.

I went on and put everything away, it was only 7:30 but I wasn't hungry so I changed into my Hollister sweat pants and tank top brushed my teeth and grabbed my mac book pro, as I started reading books on Wattpad someone knocked on my door. I very quietly said they could come in.

When I looked up I saw my brother come in and close the door. I was confused why was he in here so I voiced my thought

"Nathan what are you doing in here?" I asked him timidly, he just stood there stared at me with his deep brown eyes no expression at all he looked deep in thought though his eyebrows pulled together his mouth slightly parted. Than he seemed to snap out of it

"I came to tell you that dinners ready." he said in a bored voice oh well

"Oh umm.. I'm not hungry I was just getting ready to go to bed but uh thank you, tell mom I'm not hungry but thanks." I said quietly looking away. I didn't hear anything so I assumed he left so I got up put my laptop away and started getting in bed when

"Why aren't you eating Nina? it's not healthy you know to starve yourself." he said matter of fact tone I turned and looked at him shocked that he cared

"I I well I'm not I'm just not hungry." I stuttered out blushing he grunted I looked at him he looked pissed off

"Cut the fucking shit Nina I know your god damed lying to me!" He yelled his face turned red as he came towards me I shrunk back

"Nathan it doesn't matter ok I'll eat tomorrow ok?" I said in a tiny voice while he looked at me with not anger sadness and sorrow in his eyes he cupped my cheek

"Nina please don't do this to yourself please it it's not healthy I I don't want to get a call saying my sister passed out because she wasn't eating." his voice cracked as he finished talking to me he looked broken but what I couldn't figure out was why he cared about me.

"Nathan I'm fine ok don't worry about me, I'm perfectly fine I was before on my own and still am okay." I told him I leaned away from him

"Now goodnight Nathan." I said quietly while laying down in bed away from him I heard him sigh before he mumbled something

"Why don't you believe we love you Nina we do ok? I may not show it but I love you Nina I'll always be there for you ok?" he said before he leaned down and kisses my forehead " goodnight Nina I love you your my little sister." he said before he left outside my room.

His words rang threw my head as tears fell down my cheeks, and with that I feel asleep.

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Hey guys! soooo I hoped you like it and I promise I'll try to update soon 💋💋💋✌️💜

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