In love with the wrong person

The day went on as I walked in math class and I can just feel everyone eyes on me and people whispering about me looking at me in disgust but IDC.  Then Mr.R said "have a seat lily please." So I walked all the way to the back of the classrom, and I can notice Mr.r was looking at me the whole class period and it sent chills down my spine but I just thought it was nothing.

So then the bell rung it was time for lunch, and I  was always the last to leave, but when I was about to walk out Mr. r stopped me and shut the door.  I said in uncomfortable soft voice "excuse me" then he said, "we need to talk" and locked the door. So many thought where going through my head I was scared I didn't know what to do. I tried to to walk out but he pushed me down toward the desk and started to kiss me. I tried to scream and yell as loud as I can "HELP ME SOMEONE HELP!!!" but then he tapped my mouth shut, and I tried to do everything to escape but I couldntmove a muscle.

So he started to take my clothes off and started feeling all on me and I hated this I couldn't believe what was happening I was getting RAPED! Then when lunch was almost done he let me go and I put my clothes on as fast as I can and grabbed my stuff and tried to run out as tears rushed down my face then he grabbed my arm very hardly and told me "If you tell anyone I'll kill you!" in a threatening voice. I screamed out "Let Me Go!" and walked out the class room. I couldn't think of the fact I just got rapped and by my own teacher. So I went home early, as I walked in the door Ms. Grande ask me "why are you home so early"? "I wasn't feeling good don't worry about it" I said in an angrily tone.

Then I went to my room and my phone rung I saw it was Stacey she sent me a text message.  " Where the HELL where you we had a group assignment to do for Ms.Smith today. I couldn't tell what wat happened so I lied. "I'm sorry I'm sorry I wasn't feeling good." a few minutes later she texted back, "ok just make sure you there tomorrow!" Ok Ok I will I promise I replied.

A few hours later came and I got another text from Troy. I haven't talked to him all day. Troy was my boyfriend he was a really great boyfriend and all but idk he just really didn't get me like Stacey and Tyler did. So I saw the text "hey bae" he said.  I said "hey"......  "what's wrong"!? he replied , "nothing" as I lied to him to. I'll talk to you tomorrow. He said " ok whatever it is hope your ok!" I wanted to tell him so badly but I couldn't take any chances to get myself killed.

A few minutes later another text. "uugghh who is it this time!" as I groaned picking up my phone. "TYLER!!" Every time he text me I would get butterflies in my stomach that I don't feel around troy, and tyler voice is so deep it makes you melt into his voice! but anyway as I snapped out of daydreaming his text said, "Hey I miss you what's been up!?"

I thought to myself should I tell him he's my best friend I really like Tyler I'm just scares to tell him. But I tell him everything and he tells me everything and plus he's far away I thought to myself so I should tell someone.

:'( "Whats wrong Lily come on talk to me please!?".....

something bad happened today..... I replied

"WHAT your scaring me what happened"!?!? he said.

I GOT RAPED BY MR.R TODAY :'(

"WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!" HE REPLIED......