I think, if I had something like what timmy Turner had from fairly odd parents, like if I had fairy god parents..that I wouldn't wish away my depression, or anxiety, or wish that I was skinnier. Because I want to feel the pain and the struggle of going through it and getting out the other side. Even if I don't, and I kill myself, I still think that going through it and feeling the pain and getting out being stronger, or being dead, would be better than just taking the easy way out and wishing it away.
I don't know if this is just me but when I'm listening to a sad song, when I'm in a good mood, I let it play just because I want to feel the emotion. Like I let the sad song play while in a good mood, I guess just so that, I know what it feels like to be sad and I know not to go back to feeling like that. So when I'm in a good mood I'll choose one sad song, play it once, and then go back to listening to happier music just to feel the emotion.
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PoetryThis is not a story, this isn't a happy fan-fiction. this is me looking for somewhere to write down and post the thoughts I can't/don't want to say out loud. this is definitely copying what my friend Tyler (@darkestdaes) is doing but oh well, i like...
