Half-Crazy

"Mr. Terashima"

Chapter 10 : Mr. Terashima

After leaving Haru's event and going straight home, my mind felt dead already. Haru messed up trying to give us both trouble and heading into an arrange marriage. How can his stupid brain not function properly and think of that? Then I thought about what were Haru's feelings. Could he have some sort of feelings for me? No. Wait. That can't be right. I used to like him before back when we were in high school and right now, it's not even like that anymore. Rin appeared in my mind suddenly and I shook it off right away. All of a sudden the entrance door slammed opened and I jumped off the couch and stood up. Rin came around the room and then stood still when he saw me.

"Uh..hey.."I said with a shaky voice. Which that shouldn't happen.

Rin looked pissed for some reason and I couldn't tell why. Whoops. Did I just go home without him? Oh well. He suddenly walked up to me and grabbed me by the wrist, pulling me to his room and throw me on his bed instantly and then went over to his door and locked it. I tried to get up but he rushed to grab me again and pinning me down, as my stomach was lying flat on the bed. My hand was behind my back and he handcuffed me from behind.

"What the hell, Rin! What is your problem? Get me out of this now!"

"Oh. Little bitch here is planning to have an arrange marriage with Haru!"

"Did you just....motherfucker...get off and let me explain!"

"Nope. Not until I hurt your insides first!"

Seriously! I put all my strength into getting him off me to where he fell off the bed and accidentally hitting the side table with his head. Oh fuck. Maybe that was a little bit too hard. I grabbed the key that he just left on the side and unlocked myself to grab a hold of him and held his head.

"Sorry, Rin...I didn't mean to.."

"Oww.."

He opened his eyes and then he looked at me. I rubbed his bump and got up to get some ice and came back with it to place it on his head. He closed his eyes again, feeling in pain and I rolled my eyes.

"You have a misunderstanding about this whole thing, Rin."

Rin didn't even bother speaking. I continued to talk.

"I'm guessing you overheard what Haru had said. It was a mistake and of course we wouldn't get married. I look at him as a brother. He just said that out of nowhere and now we dig deeper into making sure we fix this problem with his parents." I said while slowly patting the ice on his head. Rin sighed and then held my hand.

"Sorry, I got really mad about it and I took it out on you. I'm surprised for a small figure like you was able to push me off like that."

"My bad, Rin."

Rin got up slowly and we sat next to each other.

"Aya, I think Haru likes you as well. Maybe the reason why he hasn't actually got a girlfriend because, he likes you. Don't you even feel that?"

My eyes went wide and I put a finger on my chin.

"I don't think so..Rin. To be honest, I did like him before but now it's different. I don't see him that way."

Rin looked at me with an expression that was unknown. Even though Rin and I did have sex together that one time, it really didn't mean something. Rin kind of scooted away from me a bit and put his head on his knees. What kind of reaction was that? Did Rin really have feelings for me as well? I'm already confused with the whole situation and I didn't really know what to do. Everything blanked out in my brain that I just don't want to deal with any of the guys right now. I did get myself into this mess, and I can't back away anymore. If I never met them all, maybe this situation wouldn't have been too much of a drama. After everything went silent, the next few days Rin and I didn't speak. I guess he was really pissed off or that he was going into this depression mode. I tried to cook for him. I tried making him smile but nothing was working. I got tired of it and just left to do what I wanted to do. I'm still single and it wasn't as if he was supposed to always watch me. I guess I can call myself the most messed up woman in the planet. I finally got a part-time job as an assistant artist for a teacher at a university. Yeah, I'm also continuing to do my classes but at the same time I needed to be able to get money of my own. It seemed like I was trying to work things out with myself and not worry about the event that happened recently. Rin and I didn't speak, I wasn't caring anymore. To think that I actually had feelings for that guy, felt like it was just less of a one day thing. I got into a coffee shop just to meet with two others who were my friends from back then, and we caught up and talked about each other lives and then went our separate ways. There were days I got to meet up with Nagisa and Rei but I was like a fifth wheeler because they were with their girlfriends most of the time. Days started to feel really lonely now since everyone seems to have someone and that everyone was busy. It started to get dark out and I started walking home. There was some wild party that was happening and I tried to quickly walk past it but these guys came up to me with beer bottles in their hand and stopped my way.