My papa was and still is the only father figure I will ever love and look up to. He was such a strong man, and he was the most amazing grandpa, husband, dad, brother anyone could ever have. My mom tells me it was meant to be that I wasnt there to see how he died... I would have been traumatized and I wouldn't be okay.. Papa. I love you so much. I know you're watching out for us. We miss you, so much.