"I don't like you anymore. You're too sadistic. You're too depressed and anxious. I'm so sick and tired of understanding you. I don't like you anymore. Let's break up!"
why did you have to hurt me?
why did you have to play with my feelings?
why did you tell me that you loved me even if you didn't?
why did you left me hanging in the air missing your bitter sweet words?
why did you leave me in a misery?
why did you kill my feelings?
why did you kill me?!
baby, why? answer me because it's killing me.
tears were dropping from my pretty little dark brown eyes.
the eyes that never dared to look at the others because it only wanted to look at you
my soft pink lips were trembling each and every time.
that lips whom only wanted to be filled by you.
i couldn't even look straightly.
i couldn't even speak straightly.
what have i done to deserve something like this?
what did i do to become like this?!
as i stared on the cracked mirror on my vanity, i couldn't even recognize myself.
oh darling, what happened to the soul that you used to be?
oh darling, you've become a hideous monster and we all fucking know the reason why.
i began to ask myself..
baby, am i not pretty enough for you?
baby, am i not sexy enough for you?
baby, am i not clever enough for you?
baby, am i not enough for you?!
i kept on asking!
begging!
as tears began to fall from my eyes...
no answer was heard.
i was like speaking to myself.
like the homeless crazy person on the streets that no one gives a damn about.
you didn't even dare to look at me in the eyes and ask "baby what's wrong?"
all i want is you baby.
please take a look at me baby.
i may sound so obsessed with you but this is just how i love baby.
please return my love baby.
please say "i love you" back baby.
please say you still like me too baby!
please listen to me baby!
you are all that i want!
you are all that i need.
please say you love me because i am slowly destructing by myself!
but no, you still pushed me away.
you said i was crazy and baby i am totally crazy.
crazy for you.
