I was here at the rooftop, thinking something or would i say someone?
10 minutes before the bell. i was enjoying the view, the silence, the moment that i'm alone and free to think what i want to think
Then suddenly my tears fell
I don't know why
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"Okay class dismissed" tumayo na ako, at nag-ayos nang gamit. Owh, i forgot its thursday.
"Happy T tayo?" Jules said.
"Oo nga, depressed ka masyado bff eh." —jam
"I don't think i can, i have to go home early" pagpapalusot ko..
"Okay." Sumimangot sila pareho
"Let's go happy T next week, sorry talaga guys." Tumango naman sila.
I put my earphones on my ear, at lumabas na ng room.
Nagmadali akong bumaba ng hagdan.
Nakasalubong ko sya.
I fake a smile. He smiled back.
How i miss that smile so much.
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"Yana yana!" I was running with jules then he blocked my way, i was staring at him. kinakabahan ako bigla.. "pwede ba kita isayaw?"
I smiled at him, my way of saying 'yes'
But before that tinignan ko si jules at nagpaalam ako. He smiled naman, saying na it was a yes with kilig look pa.
Pumunta kami sa gitna and we start to dance slowly.
Darling, just hold my hand
Be my girl, I'll be your man
I see my future in your eyes...
"Ang ganda mo ngayon."
I fake a smile "ngayon lang?"
"Lagi ka namang maganda eh." yumuko ako, pinipigilan kong umiyak. "okay ka lang?"
Baby, I'm dancing in the dark, with you between my arms
Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favorite song
When I saw you in that dress, looking so beautiful...
Niyakap ko sya ng mahigpit. I started crying.. "pinapahirapan mo ba talaga ako?"
"B-bakit?" Kumalas ako sa pagkakayakap sakanya at tinignan sya. God! i miss this man so much. "Bakit ka umiiyak?" Pinunasan nya yung luha ko. Then he suddenly step on my feet.-- "natapakan ba kita?"
yumuko sya para tignan yung paa ko. "Sorry yana."
I don't deserve this, darling, you look perfect tonight
Baby, I'm dancing in the dark, with you between my arms
Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favorite song
nakayuko pa din sya. "Sorry talaga." I was shaking pa din. dinidiinan ko yung pagkakahawak ko sa braso nya. "Sorry." He look at me. I was shock when i saw him crying. "S-sorry."
"O-okay lang."
I have faith in what I see
Now I know I have met an angel in person
And she looks perfect
I don't deserve this
You look perfect tonight.
Then the song end.
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"Tulala ka nanaman." My mom said, then i realized na i was here na pala
"A-ah mama, kumain kana?"
"Oo, nag half day ako ngayon, kasi inantay kita dumating. si papa mo, pumunta sa tito mo. Aalis na ko ha? may ulam ka jan." She kissed me on my cheek "ah, gawin mo assignments mo ha?"
"I know mama. Ingat ka po."
Umalis na si mama at umakyat na ko para magbihis.
Hayyy. Nakakapagod ngayong araw.
