Rants about everything

I have it worse

I'm just gonna start off this with a pretty harsh one xD

One of the reasons why I don't open up to people anymore is because it's nothing. It's nothing compared to what most others have gone through. And often I have myself to blame for it.

But one thing I can't stand. Is when I try to search for help, I try to open up to someone. And they say they know how I feel, but also adds something else tragic from their lives. Suddenly my problems seem so small in comparison, and I'm the one bleeding in front of you? I feel weak, easily broken and it doesn't help at all.

I really bothers me when people turn it into some sort of competition, about who has had it worse? We all have our stories, we don't tell people about it all.

I'm not saying, that whatever happened to you, means nothing. No, it's something no one should go through, and I truly feel bad that someone such as yourself have had to. But if I am opening up, because let me just tell you right now, it isn't anything easy to do. And when I do, I don't want to hear about all the billions of people who has it worse than me, I'm already aware.

Chances are, that's the last time I am ever opening up to you.