Wake up, eat, drink all things I could do before I did what I did. Breathe, love, live, all the things I wished I could do when I wasn't thinking about him. Death, inevitable, horrendous to think about to some, others, what they are always thinking about. I only soon realized who those people were.
I was laying in my bed thinking about him, he was so perfect, funny, handsome, and kind. I couldn't resist calling him. I picked up the phone and dialed his number, the phone ringing sounded like my heartbeat, vibrating with life, then I heard a click. "Hello?" on the other line. I became so nervous I said "Hey... what's up?" "Nothing really," said the other voice. "Why'd you call?" I paused for a moment, I thought to myself for it to be better to get it over with now. "Jet..." I said, "Yeah?" Said Jet. "There's something I've been meaning to tell you..." I said. "What?" Said Jet. "I think I'm falling in love with you..." I said that my heart dropped into my stomach awaiting a horrible response but instead, I heard a click. He hung up. I was so confused I tried to forget it but it was always in the back of my mind.
I was so caught up in it once I forgot about eating. My mind would wonder off during class to think about him and whether or not he likes me. I would often think of us kissing under moonlight which I think now is the most cliche bullshit I've ever heard of. I would go to sleep with him on my mind. Soon I tried to avoid it by not sleeping. I didn't sleep or eat anything, the only thing I could think about was him. I would look at my texts and see the last 13 were "Do you like me?" sent from me.
I eventually ended up in the hospital because I had an irregular heartbeat. When I was hearing the monitor go "beep, beep, beep" All I thought about was him. Then I saw someone run into the room shouting, "IS SHE OK?!?!" It was him. He came here for me. Then he rushed towards me and said: "Go to sleep everything is going to be fine." I smiled, and with all the strength I had I said: "Do you?"
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Am I Pretty Enough?
HorrorJasmine is trying to figure out why her crush, Jet, doesn't like her but ends up in a disaster.
