A Girl With Many Faces

Introduction

Each faces represents a different version of me. I can't stop myself pretending to be someone else. It just that sometimes, I don't even notice that I am not being my true self. But, I think it all starts when I refuse to show my true emotions, because

I am afraid to be hurt,
I am afraid that everyone will judge me,
I scared that they will reject me,
I fear that they don't want me,
I fear that no one will understand me,
I feel that I need to be someone else for them to accept me.

Is it bad to hide your true feelings or yourself?

Is it bad to pretend to be someone else?

Why do I feel this way?
I want to be alone, yet I want to be notice.

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It all started when I learn that my parents are not in good terms anymore, I thought it means nothing to me because I don't leave in their house since when I was five years old, but why do I feel like my world is drifting apart. I don't show that I'm affected, I'm usually the kind of person na walang pakelam sa mga ganyang bagay. So, I pretend that I don't care. This is the first pretending that I make. Then, others would just suprisingly pop out in different situations.

Now, even me,