Put down the Knife

Unnoticed

Warning: Blood, abuse and such fights may be included.
Make sure to be 10+
If your not,
NOT MEH FAULT 🙃
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It's been 9 weeks, since I've been cutting myself. I now only wear long sleeves or jackets. There's cuts upon my arms . It's aching and its pain but cutting is the answer. I don't know what else to do. There's no one by my side. I suffer everyday, yet I keep my head up high and keep my smile on. But if you look into my eyes, I'm crying. My closest friend left me, she passed away last Friday. My other close friend is also abusing herself but she's in the hospital. Now I have no one that cares about me with me. I still have to suffer stupid school. No one talks to me, not even the teachers. They don't know what I'm going through except maybe 2 people. But they don't bother to get involved.

I'm walking to my abuse spot. This is where I usually cut myself. I take out my knife behind the bush. No one comes around here anymore. I suddenly hear leaves crunch. What could it be? I look in front of me, to see no one.
"Put down the flipping knife Kimmy!" Someone said behind me--- Kaiden.
"W-what? What knife?" I put the knife behind me. "I know your cutting yourself!" He slowly but surely raises his voice. "I stopped long time ago!" I yell back. "What are these cuts and scars?!?" He pulls up my sleeve. "...I.." I drop my  knife that is behind me. He goes behind me, picking up the knife. He stares at it. "This is fresh blood Kim" he whispers. I nod, as tears drip down my face. Please don't tell anyone Kaiden. "Why?" He asks me, placing the knife down. "I don't know.. Maybe because depression got over me? And everyone that cared about me left me. And i don't have any one by my side" I mumble. "Don't you have me?" He asks me. I look at him. Did he just say I had him? Was he there with me but I just didn't notice? "A-are you gonna tell?" I ask. He shrugs, "I don't know...I won't if you stop..." He smiles. How can he smile right now? "O-ok" I said. "Ok then, I'll come over every day, checking on you. And if I see a new cut, Imma get help" he grins. I nod.
Wait. Did I just accept!?!? What did I just do?
Before I could say anything else, he was off.
I better go home and clean up since he clearly is going to spend his time here.
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MWAHAAH.......
Ok so...this is REALLY not what happens to me. I know a friend named Kaiden that was always there for me. We talk here and there. To be honest, I talked to him just the past weekend. Rip meh spelling.
This is a special thank you to Kaiden ❤️❤️
He was there for meh but honestly I have a REALLY REALLY Special best friend that was there for me 2! She is truly amazing!! And for you all people out there, please don't cut! It hurts and the pain doesn't leave. Remember that there's always some one by your side even if you hadn't found them yet. Flip meh spelling. Well I gotta go cuz meh frenz wants me on SS. Hope u enjoyed and Peace Out🦄