It all began in Houston Texas where i grew up at. Sometimes, i go to visit my friends. The beautiful lake that i visit never talks to me because i spit on he when i was little. I was just trying to get the sand out of my mouth. Anyway, her waves just sway side to side...and everytime i look at her, i just think to myself that im lonely, and i need real friends instead of talking to a lake. But no one wants to talk to me. They call me all types of names, but im used to it. I go to Bellvue high where the ruining of my life mostly happens. I have too much problems at home, and its just too much for me.
When i was growing up, my uncle ,father, and brothers lived with me. I had two brothers. One was named alex, and he was 35. I was only 8, and my other brother justin was 18. My mother was a drunk, and a derlick. She also was a prostitute, and abused me when i was little, so my father took care of me most. I loved him sooooo much, and he was my only guardian for the rest of my life. My mom just dissappeared, and from then on i never seen her ever again.
I got kidnapped, and molested when i was 8, and almost got killed. Some man named dino worked at a chop shop with cars, and had sort of like a room in the back where he just chilled with his friends. Dino was plain old weird, and i dont ever think he would get a woman. He told me that i would be living with him for the rest of my life, and i just cried inside because i didnt want to show any weakness. He also told me that if i told anyone, that he would kill me. One time, he brought me up to the roof of his apartment, and started touching me. I was shaking, and then he yanked me by my hair and said to me " Do you want to die right now?" I could just see my body dropping 35 ft from the sky and dying. I felt like i was already dead, and i wished that i would just die already, and let this whole thing be over. My head hang from the roof, and i was halfway on the building. I screamed out "NO!!!!!!!!!!!", and then he snatched me back up onto the building. I was so relieved.
At the age of 10,11, and 12 Dino was forcing me to smoke pot, and if i didnt do it he would punish me. He would beat me until i had nothing else there to beat. And the bruises. Oh the bruises!! I had so much bruises on my face that i looked like i had no skin color. My whole body was purple, black, and sore.
