Appreciation [K U R O K E N SMUT ONESHOT]

Appreciation

(WORD COUNT: 2061)

Kenma sat quietly on the gym floor. He didn't have any natural reaction to the whole situation occurring in front of him, all he could do was watch.

He watched his best friend Kuroo walk around hugging his teammates as if he was leaving forever. Well he was leaving, but not forever.

Kuroo had just got his certificate of graduation and was now currently giving a heart to heart conversation with everyone. Everyone except Kenma.

Kenma thought he'd be first, but Kuroo made a straight b-line for the other 3rd years. He of course didn't think much of it thinking he just needed to say his 'good jobs' and 'we made it' to them.

But after that he went for the other team mates. Kenma couldn't help, but feel a little hurt watching him hug and praise them for making his year memorable.

Kenma had stuck around for him and all he had said to him so far was 'go sit down you look sick I know the ceremony probably gave you a head ache.' He wasn't wrong, but still!

Kenma moved his gaze down to his game deciding he'd probably get a achy heart warming speech on the way home or he'd probably want to have dinner with him and him alone. Which only made Kenma's little heart beat faster.

As much as Kenma hated to accept he was madly in love with his best friend/ ex captain. He soon accepted this feelings upon entering high school after seeing how cool Kuroo had gotten and how more devoted Kuroo became to Kenma staying.

Kenma obviously never told anyone seeing as it wasn't anyone's business anyways. There was some times where Kenma had the chance, but chickened out seeing Kuroo was probably going to disown him.

After many minutes of waiting Kuroo walked up to Kenma. " Hey Kenma." Kenma's eyes darted up quicker than anticipated," hm. All done?"

"Me and the other third years are going to go out and eat so I can't walk you home. You don't mind right?"

Kenma stared at him keeping his hurt and hidden," that's fine....I don't need you hovering over me all the time anyways. Have fun." Kenma stood up picking his gym bag and leaving out the gym entrance.

Kenma didn't leave for Kuroo to say another word his chest aching and his eyes stinging with tears. Why was he so hurt? He usually didn't care so much when Kuroo had to ditch on their walks. Maybe it's because it's his last day with him at school? He loved him, but not to where it made him cry that he was ditched.

No, it's because Kuroo failed to give him any praise or appreciation for sticking around and being a good friend. He even kept his confession back, so Kuroo could stay happy and giving his attention to women.

He sighed walking quietly wiping the tears away before they started to leave marks.

Once he got home he laid on his bed taking off his vest and tie curling up in his blanket. He shouldn't have set his hopes up so high. He got himself hurt. He soon fell asleep after crying for a while.

-a few hours later-

Kenma felt hands on his face he didn't bother opening his eyes thinking it was his mom wiping the tears and gawking over her adorable son (she usually did this.)

He only opened his eyes once he felt a bite on his lower lip.

His eyes lazily met the golden eyes he admired from a distant. His eyes widen alerting Kuroo to pull back," oh god sorry Kenma you just looked so vulnerable."

Kenma blushed sitting up feeling his slightly bruised lips with his slender fingers. "Y-you...kissed me." Kuroo stood up rubbing the back of his neck," ah..sorry you must hate me."