-hi -he said with a sweet voice - are you ok ?
-Yeah, im fine-I walked away from him and kept walking but I realized that he was following me - why are you following me? -
- Because I know you're not fine - he looks straight into my eyes - I know you have a problem, just tell me and I'll help you - he says in a friendly tone --I already told you that I'm fine, you do not have to care about my life, do not get into my problem - I kept walking but he screamed my name -
-wait !!! - I turn around and I see him coming towards me running - I always see you, how you act with people, how you walk in the dark, you have a problem -
-Nobody cares about my problems - I lower my head and close my eyes, I feel that he hugs me and looked up into his eyes -
-I do - he stop hugging me - but you do not want to tell me -
-well-breathe deeply and I told him- days ago, well, 6 months before going to college, before I put myself how I am, I was happy, I had a beautiful family, a perfect boyfriend, a perfect life for me until I suddenly felt something empty, that what I had was a lot for me, my family, the Happiness and having a boyfriend, all that, I thought to get rid of all those things, I bought my own house black, i left my boyfriend,my family, everything that made me happy, then I felt a knot in my neck, I felt that my eyes was on fire, I felt that what I was doing was right - he was surprised -
I realized that I was in depression, and the least I did was to ask for help - I started to cry and he hugg me --You need to recover everything, your happiness, your family, your love, everything - look straight at his eyes and i hugg him -
-You'll have to stay home if you want to help me - He looks at me and smiles at me-
-it's okay -
-thanks for helping -
- i'm Shawn , Shawn Mendes -
-I'm ____ ,____ Smith -
We arrived at my house and I opened the door, everything was so dark, so perfect:
-shawn, this is my house - he tries to see and turn on the light - there are things watered here but it does not stop you walking, my room is here -
We entered my room and everything was clear, the light of the sun entered the room through the large window:
-Your room is beautiful. Where will I sleep? -
- in my bed, I will sleep in the living room, I want you to be comfortable -
-No ____ I should sleep on the couch and you in your bed - he said in his soft voice-
- okay - was leaving the room - wait -
-what?-
- what is the thing that recovers first?-
- your family, then your love and happiness will be completed there -
-Ok -
The next day
8:20 a.m- where are shawn and ____? - said the teacher asking the students-
-i dont know teacher - said the student -
- and ____ is creepy, always missing master- said the same student-
YOU ARE READING
my world |shawn mendes|
Fanfictionsometimes i just feel diferent ,Sometimes I just escape from the city and I will not be back in 1 month. Sometimes I just cry in my bed and think "Why am I so dark, so lonely, so weird?", I would like to ask for help, but the most I do is walk away...