Dear Mr. Alpha, Im not yours!

dirty little secret

“Mhmm Alec, mhhm. Nooo stop Alec.”

This was getting just a tad bit out of hand. My previously perfectly made bed was now destroyed. My soft pink comforter was strewn over Alec and I, while they rest of my blankets were hanging off my dresser, and one was even dangling of my ceiling fan. How it managed to get onto and stay on my ceiling fan is a mystery to me. All I know is that Alec threw the away as fast as possible before ripping my clothes off. 

So now we lay here, breathing hard, sweating like we just ran a marathon, and lusting after each other like wild animals during a females heat. Alec was still going at it, but I was done. We hadn’t actually ‘hit a homerun’, but we went all the way to third base before we thought better of it and stop before we did something we’d regret.

He had stop trying to convince me to go all the way, but he had started to kiss my neck. His lips were paradise on the sensitive skin of my neck and my collarbone.  I knew I would wake up with a million hickeys scattered all over my chest, but I didn’t want this heavenly feeling to stop. Every time he would bring his lips down to caress my neck soothingly, I would anticipate the moan that would seep out of my mouth unwillingly. At first I would resist my urge to moan, but Alec seemed to like how he was affecting me. I could tell by the bulge he was rubbing against me.

Even though I hate Alec, I wouldn’t mind hooking up with him again. He knew what I liked, he knew what I wanted, and he knew what I needed. He kept me happy in everyway I needed. Of course you wont see us being friendly at any other time, even our hook ups are sure to be rough and full of hatred but in a great way.

Even though I would love to be showered in Alec’s passionate kisses, I knew we had to get up before my parents found us.  On the way out of my disgruntled room Alec called out to me saying, “I will bring the condoms next time, babe”. All I could do was shake my bed head at him, while he laughed disapprovingly.

My second shower in about two hours was just as nice as the first. The water wasn’t as hot, but I used most of the hot water up earlier. I felt the disgust with myself start to was off and go down the drain. I couldn’t help but feel dirty because I let Alec lips and hands touch me all over.

I wish that Jason had been the one whose hands roamed all over my body and not Alec’s. Jason was a better choice for me. He was a werewolf like me, and I didn’t want to mate with a human. Of course I could mate with a human, but not Alec. Since he hates wolves so very much. Apparently we are dogs, and nothing more. I don’t blame him for that idea because he had no idea that werewolves actually exists. That like trying to tell me that leprechauns exists and they are real people. I would probably laugh in your sorry face for those stupid contributions.

After I got out of my shower, I was glad to see that I didn’t have another unwanted visitor. I couldn’t quite take that again. I need time to think. Honestly I needed to internally yell at myself for hooking up with Alec. Sure he was hot, but he hated werewolves and I was trying to stay abstinent for my mate. 

When you werewolf senses are completely matured, you will feel a pull towards someone. Usually they are your mate. All the time I would wonder if anyone ever felt a pull towards me, but shook it off because I would know soon enough.  Why would I waste time worrying about something that I couldn’t control in the first place? Although I wish we did get some say in or mates. You never know if you will end up with a jock, a nerd, or a jerk. This was usually the way girls categorized their mates. It was simply; their high school status was also the way their mate viewed them. I’m sure the male wolves did the same thing though.

“ALICE! DINNER IN 10,” my dads powerful voice boomed up the spiral staircase.

Since it was a school night we all ate dinner together. I wasn’t sure if Alec would be joining us, and I really didn’t care very much. He was just a good kisser, but I had no feelings for him.

I grabbed a t-shirt and some sweatpants to wear during dinner. It was only my parents so it didn’t matter what I looked like. With about five minutes before we were to start eating, I decided to give my wet hair a quick brushing. At least this way I would look semi decent.

I always tried to look happy when it was dinnertime to make my parents happy, but tonight was actually in a good mood. I skipped down the steps and stopped mid way when I saw Jason and his family standing at the bottom. I was shocked. Being the klutz that I am, when I stopped skipping I proceeded to fall right down the steps and into Jason’s un- expecting arms. He looked about as surprised as I did. In fact I feel in such an awkward position that his one hand was gripping tightly to my upper thigh; which was to close to my lady parts for comfort, and his other was cupping my breast. My bra-less breast. My face was about as hot as a five-alarm fire and I could feel it burning across my cheeks. Jason’s face was even brighter than mine. I suppose his shock paralyzed him and that was why his hands still rested in their awkward positions. I was too nervous to move either. My dad clearing his throat was the one who brought us out of that awkward trance.

“Well let’s begin with dinner, now.”

Thank god, my mom had broken the awkward silence that had fallen over all of us. Along with Jason’s parents his older brother by a year was also there to witness this insane almost rape event. He looked quite proud of his little brother, patting him on his broad shoulders. He was trying to be secretive, but I was very aware.

We all sat down at the table. It was a long, rectangular, wooden table that was set up beautifully. There were eight seats set up; one at each head of the table and three on each side. The fathers were seated at each of the heads of the table, the mothers and Alec on one side, and Jason, His brother, and me on the other. I really did need to learn his brother’s name.

The whole dinner was completely uncomfortable. Jason’s brother, James, was a crazy nescience. He was always teasing me about how I let Jason “feel me up”. Alec was practically about to blow, knowing that was had a moment earlier in the day. Jason was looking at me with lust in his eyes because he had made the discovery that I wasn’t wearing a bra.

After everyone finished, the Miron family headed out. After Jason hugged me he slipped a little post it in my hand and whispered, “Read this later, in private.”

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