SAVED

One~

Harry's POV

I woke up with an irritating headache. I don't even know how much I drank last night, seemed like a genius idea at the time. Urgh. I sat up and looked around to see I was on the floor, niall was on the couch with his shirt slightly ripped at the hem, Louis was beside me with his leg on my lap. I shoved him off. "Wake up, Princess." I said groaning. Zayn was nowhere is sight and Liam was probably with Sophie.

Last night was wild. The last thing I remember was a blond chick telling me she wanted to suck me off and going upstairs. How the fuck did I end up down here? I sighed and got up to see the place was trashed. Niall's got a lot of cleaning ahead of him. Ha!

I woke the lads up and we just sat there for a minute before niall broke the silence.

"Well that was wild." He huffed. "This place is a mess, mum is gonna kill me when she gets home!"

"Stop shouting, your making my headache worse." Louis hissed. We all groaned in response their voices. It was irritating. Without another word we all took asprins and we started cleaning up the place. By the time we were done it was lunch time and we all decided to go to our favorite diner, Joes.

We had our lunch and had a great time until all of us went home. I didn't want to go home honestly. I lived alone and it just felt...dark. I liked hanging out with my best mates. At least with them I don't have dark thoughts...almost every time. Key word being almost.

I arrived home and my mood instantly changed. I became somewhat depressed again, I didn't see the point in living to be honest.my parents left, my sister left, nobody was around. Am I that bad? Bad enough to make everyone leave me. I felt worthless. Unworthy of love and care. I've always though it was my fault my parents left, one by one.

Even Gemma left. She said I was a lost cause. That I needed to fix myself before it's too late. I was far beyond the point of being fixed, I was too broken. And nobody could do anything about it. I found my way to my bed room and instantly fell asleep as my body hit the bed.

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Lily's POV

We were leaving today. Leaving for London. me and my family were going there cause my dad was offered to be vice president of the company he worked in. It was too good of a chance to pass up I know, and I'm happy for him. But leaving home is not easy. New York is not easy to leave. Ugh stop thinking about it!

It is going to be fine...I'm going to be just fine. It'll be great in London...I mean the city is amazing plus the guys there are hot. Okay this just turned in the wrong direction. We arrived at the airport and we quickly got on the plane. It was about a 14 hour flight so I was sleeping the whole time. My neck hurts a little from sleeping in a chair too long.

We arrived at our new house and it was great to be honest. My room was pretty spacious, like most of the house. I'm an only child so it was just me and my parents. My mom is white and my dad is black so I'm biracial.so my appearance was a bit different. I had light green eyes, light brown skin and long curly brown hair.

I'm 5'5, yes I'm short. People found that cute but I was just annoyed most of the time. You know how hard it is being short. No one takes you seriously! I try to get mad and it was adorable to most people. Ugh!

I always think happy thoughts. Even though I feel empty inside. Like there's something missing, like a part of me. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy. My parents are my greatest role models and my relationship goal. I mean they are like a power couple they had each other's backs no matter what happened. And after 21 years of marriage they're still in love. You can see the spark in their eyes when they look at each other.

Even though I had great parents, they couldn't fill the void I had in my heart. I don't know why but I always had a nagging feeling that I was incomplete. I got depressed at some point but I quickly bounced back when I realized I had a lot to live for.

It was Sunday today and tomorrow is the first day of school. I hope I make friends quick. I was always the social type...I was never shy. I just hope all goes well tomorrow. And with that I fell asleep in my new surrounding...