A Girl that change His Life

I was once lock up in a small room and not allowed to move from a confined school desk. I was not in a jail for committing a crime but it might as well have been the same thing. Let's just say I was put in here for saving someone's life and sticking up for one person I loved. I will share with you what happened before and after I ended up there.

I always have been and still am to this day a very quiet person. I have never had more than a handful of friends at the same time. I was most certainly never the person to start a conversation. In elementary school, I was always the kid who sat in the corner of the room all alone playing with his toys and having a good time. Naturally, I have not been a socially person.

Because of my quietness and my lack of social skills, I have never had to deal with a whole bunch of social things going on at once. I honestly did not know what the definition of high school drama was until I was nearly half way done with high school. What happened to me though, were most certainly a few levels beyond high school drama. This event was something that still sticks to my mind and probably would not ever leave.

We have all met that one super cute girl or guy in our high school days. And also we have all had our disappointments from them. Why do we all go back to them when they stab us in the back? Obviously, self-comfort would be the number one reason. I have learned to control this metal satisfaction of comfort. I would say most of us live our whole lives with at least a pinch of this issue. It would take a great amount of self-discipline to control this issue.

I met this one girl, Sammy. I was very naïve in the sense of my social skills. I had no idea what kind of s--- this girl would get me into. It wasn't until after we got together I learned about her horrible reputation and issues. I jumped into way too fast.

It all started with the cheesy line of, "I like you" and the response of, "I like you too". No thought was put into either response. She was not any amateur in getting in and out of relationships (of course I was). That was the beginning of the problems soon to evolve into a nightmare.

In the beginning, I felt like the happiest guy in the world. I honestly did love her so much. As time when by, I felt the connection start to fade. Our everyday conversations became depressing and I did not look forward to them. Every day was more depressing and I can see what she really was and what was wrong with her. I came to a conclusion that she had depression as a mental illness. With my naive mind, I can't let go of her.

I took more and more of her depression inside my mind and let it build up. I was like a volcano that could explode any day. As time is going on, I find out that she continues to cheat on me. In the end, she has cheated on me probably around ten or so times. This most defiantly is a big part of the stress and anger I am experiencing.

While having my regular depressing conversation with her in the evening time, something terrible happened. She tells me that she is freaking out. I ask her what is going on over there. She told me that she took a great amount of her medicine for her back pains. I remember her telling me that she used to have a problem with taking her medication.

She continues to tell me that she is seeing and hearing things that she can hardly explain. She is freaking out. I become worried and paranoid. I can't just get up and go to her because I have never driven a car before in my life. So the best thing that I can do is to stay with her on the internet. She keeps telling me that the voices she is hearing keep telling her to take more pills. Every five minutes I tell her not to listen to them and I am the only person that you need to listen to. She does listen to me but she is not doing well. After hours of talking to her I am getting very scared. I am a dumb naive child; I don't want to call an ambulance even though I know I should. My stress is going overboard and I am getting to the breaking point. After the many hours of stress and discomfort, I receive a text from my close and trusting friend, Tamara. Apparently Sam has been talking to Tamara the same time I was. She tells me that she is going over to Sam's house to stay with her and make sure she makes it through the night.