When people wanted to leave, let them. For when they are fated to come back they will and if they aren’t then it’s for the better.
Hi! Probably reading what’s inside of my mind and what I truly feel. This is a confession, for him. Him. You know it’s the typical boy meets girl then boy asks for her number, adds her on facebook, chats daily, girl develops a feeling, boy confess he’s inlove, girl won’t believe at first but later on falls. Then complication follows. The problem is we fall for someone for a shortperiod of time, not minding who he is, where he’s from, is he real? Beause when we fall we become blind, but as others stated ‘we see but doesn’t mind.’
You know I shouldn’t be in this position after all. I shouldn’t be feeling this effin feeling I’m feeling right at this moment for I already know how it felt to be fooled, left broken. I shouldn’t let this happen. And I hated how I fall for him, him that’s easy goer, friends with all the girls (and mind you! He is fuckin sweet with each and every other girls who got the looks.) that’s why I hate myself for falling for him. Cause I know in the first place he would be just like my freaking two timer ex. That I will only hurt my heart again. Why did I ever let this happen? Why did I let my heart melt because of his smiles, believe every word he says, hopes for his promises, assume that he really loves me.
I know you think this is fukin nonsense but have you ever been into the situation that you can’t stop your self in wanting someone so badly and knowing that you won’t get something in return? Love is sacrificing they said, Love is selfish too you know. Love is selfish to the point of believing him, when you know every word he says is just a lie, just to keep him by your side, just to keep the relationship going.
I hate him for doing this to me, for shredding my trust to pieces in someone. He’s my first that’s why I held on so much to him for a very long time,
