Why does it seem so much easier to put on a smile, than to confess to the hollowness
Dying by the fears of losing you
& the absence is so heavy that these thoughts of mine become deadly & I wonder what's the point when I come to
& I believed him when he said to me "I love you"
Did you think of me & wonder if I'd cry your name
Cause I touched happiness & now it's just been ripped away
Did I lead you astray
Did I push you away
& in my nightmares I hear someone else calling your name
For it was I that I believed you would be glad to claim,
My mistake.
The act put me to shame
Still I'll soon struggle to rekindle such a burnt out flame
