Wish for True Love

Chapter Five: The Voice of Bells

Once we got inside of the pact house, Sebastian took me straight to his bedroom where we are going to sleep at. The room was very huge and very spacial and I love it.

I've never had a room that looked comfortable and peaceful. I was way too emotional right now. My eyes was watery as I walk towards the bed. I touch the bed and it was very comfortable and warm. I lean down and sniff it, I realize that this room smells like Sebastian and then I saw a lipgloss on the mini drawer next to the bed. I got up and pick it up and show it to Sebastian.

Why did he had a lipgloss in his room? I look at him and he looked panicky. "Bella, I can explain it. I was...ahem...I was another...girl before I saw you." he looked like he was about to burst into tears. I have not seen that kind of guy who would cry. I am very understandable girl.

Then I got up from the bed. I walk to him and give him the lipgloss. I am a little annoyed that he slept with a girl but I do not blame him. he got his needs, but not me, I have not slept with no man in my life the only people I slept with was myself and the wood bed.

I pointed the bed and walk to it and I took off the cover sheets. "What are you doing?" Sebastian asked me as I grab it and throw it in the trash and walked away and sat down on the comfortable bed. I folded my arms together. I heard him chuckled as he approach me and sat next to me. "Bella, Amore. Are you jealous?" He ask me. I look at him with a mad and sad expression. I have not felt this way before. It was all new to me.

"You look cute when you get mad." He kiss me and then looks at me. "Go take a bath, I will make lunch for you okay?" he told me. Lunch? what kind of Lunch? bread cookies and water? I just nodded.

"I will give you this shirt okay so you can wear it. I already send Lilian and my mother to buy you a lot of clothes and shoes including bras and panties." he told me and I just nodded. As he took off his blue long shirt and give it to me and I grab it.

He looks so good without his shirt on. He has well-fitted body meaning he has six pact and his necklace on him with his bracelet on. "Amore, You are raping me with your eyes." he laughs. I look at him quickly. He looks like a child when he laughs, I like it. I got up and I look at him wondering where is the bathroom. He looks at me and he pointed at the door next to the bed. I went inside and took a bath.

As I took a bath. My body still had busies and cuts from the abused that I got from them. I hate myself for being happy, excited and alive...I just to died. I really do. I started to look around and I saw a razor and stare at it for a while.

I just end it all before they come for me again. Then I cut my veins on both sides and just lean down and I slip it the water and stood there until I stop breathing.

I black out.

I remember my mother beating me up with a stick. My father hit me with a belt and my siblings started to kick me and hit me with anything. I just stood there doing nothing just cry.

Then I woke up with the sound of Sebastian yelling. I did not know what is going on? Then when I fully woke up, I saw Sebastian yelling at May and Damon. "Do something about this! Damn it!" He is furious. I saw May and Damon lowing their heads. I got up. "Luna!" May yelled softly.

She ran to me. "What happen to you? Why you cut yourself? Do you not want Alpha Sebastian?" she asked me. Wait, what? I look at Sebastian with pain and furious in his eyes. then I look at Damon who looked serious then back to May who seems worried. I got up quickly. "Wait! Luna!" she yelled at me. I flinched and knee down quickly and I cried without a sound. "Don't you ever yell at her!" Sebastian growled loudly. I look at him quickly.

I got up and ran to him and hold him tight. I shook my head so he can stop yelling at her. It wasn't her fault. It is my fault. "Everyone get out now!" He yelled. I could hear footsteps leaving the room and the closing the door. "Bella, go to bed now." He is mad! I am going to get beaten. I ran from him and went to the corner of the bed, holding my legs to myself. Hoping he doesn't hurt me. I cover my face and buried it in my legs.