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the day we met.

the boring dark room, was softly lit by the study board lit, notes on it as the students copied. the loud noise of the bell rang. and all the students went out quickly, talking and laughing. it was the end of the day after all. the school was hell, it always will be, everyone was so excited to get out of that shit hole that they all nearly got trampled on, on the way out. joshua got out of his seat quickly, pushing it away from his desk and grabbed some papers, realising that they had a new student joining his class in the morning. knowing the classes in this school were very small. the only people that joined were the ones who were determined to do something very good with their lives. and the male who was joining, seemed like the type. 

joshua checked the time, half four the clock read. joshua had a girlfriend back home, but they didn't act like a couple, they haven't acted like a couple for a while now, strangers who live together would be the perfect term for what they are at this very moment. despite not sleeping together for over a year, you could say the strain was getting too joshua, he hated being stuck with a woman he didn't know if he loved or not, but his heart was full of gold, too much to break him apart and hurt her again. because the first time they broke up, goddamn it, it was hell. she broke her heart and joshua had to pretend that he loved her until he fell in love with her again. with her beautiful blonde hair, her blue eyes, her tanned body. the way her freckles were perfectly positioned on her beautifully structured face. the way she looked in the dark night sky when the moon hit her bones. she was incredible. but nothing compared her to the love he needed, the love he craved, the love he knew he was going to get, but the one thing he didn't know. was who he was going to get it off.

he shoved the test papers in his bag, planning to stay up late marking them, he couldn't sleep anyways. so he may as well spend his free time marking some papers of some dickheads of students who thought they knew everything and didn't study, and be surprised when they fail. he got into his black jeep. messing up his dark red hair, knowing it felt awful from all the times he had dyed it. but he didn't care at this point. once he drove home, he admired the view, he lived in a house near the lake, only surrounded by four other homes. the town he lived in was very very small, with maybe around, 3,000 people in the whole entire town, altogether?

once he got into the warm home. he smiled widely. the home was decorated black and white. black leather sofas, some very artsy canvas's on the wall. it was all so him, he loved anything to do with black and white colours, knowing they were modern, and his favourite colours. he loved the fact he had his own home to decorate and enjoy. he loved the idea, the satisfaction of living in his own home, without his parents on his fucking case, his annoying whore of a sister not everywhere, complaining about how she hadn't been fucked by her boyfriend in the last twenty four hours because he was working, unlike she did, she sat all day, making cam shows but of course, she was the favourite, she always had been. sweet little catelin, the best child, the favourite, the golden girl, the most gorgeous of them all. that's all he ever heard his family say, and how he was a "disappointment" because he wanted to be a teacher instead of helping own the large family business. his head hurt from the memory, and he shook his head furiously at the memory. he laughed softly to himself as he heard the neighbours arguing next door, it made him feel a lot better about his fucked up love life then any crime show did, any fucked up crime filled relationship drove him mad. the idea, the thrill. he loved it, he craved it because every relationship he had, always went wrong. but deep down he knew that wasn't right for him, he wanted to settle down, meet someone and marry. even though he had a beautiful girl, he didn't love her thought, but he wish he did. he wished he could but nothing could bring him to love that woman, and nothing ever will bring him to that.

he glanced around his home and sighed loudly, sighing at his dark thoughts. he logged onto his laptop, and looked up on the student system at all the students he taught, and he found a new person had been added within the past ten minutes, tyler. the new boy. he clicked on his photo, knowing the students could upload their own photos to the student system, his eyes widened, his cupid shaped lips opened as he saw him, fuck. he looked like gods gift. he was incredible, mocha brown eyes, brown hair. the most gorgeous face, small and beautiful he looked. amazingly handsome, but so fucking beautiful.

"i want him, and i want him now"

- hope you enjoyed chapter one.