I woke up around 6:00am. I don’t know why but I just did. I get dressed in this: sassisamblog.com/2010/01/17/avril-lavigne-abbey-dawn-photosh...
I walked down stairs quietly careful not to wake up anymore. I walked down in succeed. I started to walk and trip on someone foot. It was Louis. He shuffles a bit then stopped. He woke up. I hide behind the couch. “Get from behind the couch” I stay where I was. I heard foot steps come close. I move closer to the door. The foot steps come closer to couch I move to the door. I open it and leave. I walk to the park walk to a bench and sit. I look around and see a guitar. My old guitar is still here. I used to play when I was little before I turn 5 I learn how to play. “don’t leave”
“Just leave me alone”
I looked to see where that came from. I come from a girl and a boy.
“Don’t leave” the girl said.
“I’m sorry for leaving you but I love some one else.” The boy said then left.
“I had some much to say and you just walked away.
I grab my guitar and started to sing.
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again I pretend I'm OK but that's not what gets me
What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doing it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin up, gettin dressed, living with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken
What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again I pretend I'm OK but that's not what gets me
What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
When I finish I went home.
