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Why does this keep happening
I'm pushing her away and I'm not even trying
She probably fucking hates me
It's fine
I hate me too.

I love her to death, I want to spend the rest of my life with her
But for some fucking reason I am so scared to get closer to her.
That's so fucking stupid but...I'm just so scared. I'm trying so fucking hard to get closer but I can't. I fucking can't.

What the fuck is wrong with me...

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