Why does this keep happening
I'm pushing her away and I'm not even trying
She probably fucking hates me
It's fine
I hate me too.I love her to death, I want to spend the rest of my life with her
But for some fucking reason I am so scared to get closer to her.
That's so fucking stupid but...I'm just so scared. I'm trying so fucking hard to get closer but I can't. I fucking can't.What the fuck is wrong with me...
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Thoughts.
PoetryThis is not a story, this isn't a happy fan-fiction. this is me looking for somewhere to write down and post the thoughts I can't/don't want to say out loud. this is definitely copying what my friend Tyler (@darkestdaes) is doing but oh well, i like...