I didn't mean to hurt him

Chapter 1

It's so quiet why did it have to happen to him the most important person in my life he's just my whole life and I can't pay for happened to him because I'm a sophomore in college and the job I have can barely support me and him, at home with  father and I fighting constantly   father being a drunk with no job and always gets the money from what I earn being an employee at McDonald's and H-E-B its doesn't pay that well so yeah we have problems  why did he have to be in that stupid car with father while he was drunk he should have known better I always warned him to never be with him, and mother well she passed away when I was twelve which was about seven years ago and that is why father does what he does after she passed away dad got depressed then got fired from his job in a record label in the one this pop boy band named One Direction is in yeah he would have probably met then, but with this going on. They have pretty good songs actually there third album midnight memories is really good I heard the song "don't forget where you belong"  its pretty awesome just saying I kinda cried when I heard it because that's how I feel at times like I don't belong around anyone and forget who loves me. The thing is now I have an obligation of taking care of him now that he's in the hospital in a coma I have to get a job another one, great note the sarcasm but I'm willing to do anything to save him he needs that surgery to save his life this hospital is really depressing I need to get out I've been crying nonstop since I found out which was about 24 hours ago father is fine he just has a broken arm and leg why did all the bad stuff happen to him, he broke most of  his bones, has a concussion, memory loss, and if that isn't enough the possibility of him being able too walk is very low. I just can't take it I wish it was me instead of him ughhhhh  after debating whether to stay our go out side I finally decided to go out and look for the other job I need, might as well right?  I don't know what to do right now I'm walking near a Nando's I don't know really but there was a flyer in the window ours said that they needed an actress I'm not really an actress but it says that it pays well so I'll give it a shot plus I really need the money after calling they said the auditions are tomorrow.

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(*THE NEXT DAY*)  

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     So today is the day for my audition and I hope I get the job offer Its kind of weird every girl comes out screaming that they are so not going to go that low but I don't get it its just an audition for a movie or something. Right? They asked for some files I think it had what is going on right now.

"Julianna" someone called from the door where I'm guessing is where you have to act.

"Julianna" he said again slightly annoyed whoops