Maybe Gay (Boy×Boy)

Six

They began to lose track of time. Douglas had Casper pinned to the bed and kissed him with a wild kind of hunger. It was hot, deep and lustful. The heat made Casper feel as if he was going to melt. He looked at Douglas but he didn't 'see' Douglas. He was delusional as he fantasized about the lips kissing him that were much softer and more familiar. Jacob's. Casper gasped as Doug separated from him. "Are you okay?" Doug looked at him with concern. "Yeah, Yeah. I'm fine" Casper rubbed his eyes in disbelief. He shouldn't be thinking those things. Jacob was his best friend. However, Casper wanted his lips so badly, not Doug's. "If you say so" Douglas stroked his cheek affectionately. "It's getting late. I should head home" Casper stated, wanting more time to sort out his thoughts. "I guess you're right. Sorry, you couldn't met my parents and stuff" He slowly got up, straightening himself out before helping Casper out of bed. "It's okay, honestly" he said with a hint of relief. Meeting his parents would have been nerve wreaking and might not end well, especially with how unsure he was feeling. "Alright. I won't worry too much about it then. Come on, I'll drop you home" Douglas rummaged through his pants pockets for his car keys before gesturing to the door. "Thanks" Casper simply nodded as he paced himself down the stairs. He didn't want Douglas to know how eager he was to go home. He had stop to let Douglas open the passenger door for him before he sat down and buckled his seat belt.  The drive back to his house was silent and awkward but probably not as awkward as it could have been. He managed to keep his true feelings hidden after all so Casper at least got that much. Still, Casper had no idea how to hide this hickey from Jacob. The Douglas given hickey. He bit his lip nervously, as the car halted to a stop in front of his house. His room light was on, meaning that Jacob was in there. Casper took a deep breath before turning to Doug, "Well, I'll text you later. okay?". Doug smiled and nodded. "Sure thing" he stated, kissing the top of the smaller boy's head. Casper smiled lightly, his heart beating anxiously as he walked up the porch steps. "Finally, you're home" Angelina greeted her son with a brisk hug, "Jacob has been waiting for a half hour by now". Casper nodded, "I could tell. My light was on". He stopped, looking at his mother as her curly brown hair fell to the side. "Is that a hickey you have there?" Her all knowing hazel eyes looked at him. One of Angelina's eyebrows raised. "Can we not talk about it now?" Casper looked cautiously towards the stairs. What if the blonde upstairs overheard? What will he do then? "I don't see why you don't come out and tell him. You guys have been friends for years" she crossed her arms, showing her judgment on Casper's secrecy. Angelina wasn't surprised when Casper finally decided to tell her and his father that he was gay five years ago. Actually, it made sense to her and to Michael who suspected it. After all, Casper never shown interested in girls. Never liked them and definitely won't now; but boys? Casper will draw them, kiss them and even hug them tightly when he was younger. People thought that Casper was just really affectionate but Michael, being the detective he was, knew a little better. Maybe, if Michael was still here, Casper would have told Jacob already. "I'm not ready to yet. I'm just not..." Casper responded, walking up the stairs. He stopped before his room door and took a long deep breath. Casper opened it, and there he was. Jacob was laying back on the bed, tossing a blue hand ball in the air and catching it. He looked towards Casper once he heard the door open and his usual sincere smile was on his face. "You sure have a habit of leaving me lonely, Cas" Jacob stated like he was joking but Casper could tell he was only half-joking. "Sorry. I was invited out so I can't say no" Casper sat on his bed, feeling a bit at ease that Jacob wasn't upset about this morning. "Oh yeah? where you went?" Jacob asked. Although Casper wasn't facing Jacob directly, he still could feel those green eyes looking at him. "Just the movies. Nothing serious..." the bed lightly shook as Jacob's body shifted in the bed. "What's that?" Jacob asked, his focus on the purple mark on Casper's neck. The brown haired boy quickly covered his neck, slapping himself in the process. "Ow..." he winced rubbing that area. Jacob chuckled lightly, removing Casper's hand. "This is a hickey" he said in a light whisper almost to himself. "It's not that serious" Casper uttered quickly. "You're getting hickies and aren't even telling me" Jacob puffed, laying his head on Casper's lap. Casper chuckled, "Don't feel too grumpy about it". He lightly ruffled Jacob's blonde hair. Jacob closed his eyes, enjoying the touch, "Shut up. I'm mad at you right now". He stays in the position longer, letting the boy runs his fingers through his hair. Casper gladly stroked and combed through the grump's hair, enjoying how silky it felt. Jacob laid back, laying his head in the cute boy's lap. "Aren't you mad at me?" He asked, letting him get more comfortable. "I am but I feel too good and don't want to leave you now". Casper blushed, trying to hide his huge grin. It was a guilty pleasure to hear those words from Jacob. "Think this is funny?" one green eye was staring directly at Casper's grinning face, "I should beat you up honestly". Casper couldn't help but release a burst of laughter. Jacob let out what seemed to be a low growl. He rose, grasping onto the grinning guy's arms and not letting go. He turned around to kiss Casper, this time being much more rough and aggressive. Casper blushed vibrantly, moaning under the hot kiss. It took awhile for him to adjust but once he did, he wrapped his arms around Jacob's neck. Jacob responds by cupping his face and kisses deeper, using his tongue. He made a whimper sound, kissing Jacob as their tongues played with each other. Casper liked how it felt as his warm hands caressed his  face. He broke the kiss, starting to work on his buttons to reveal the freckles the other had. "You want hickies, well I'll give you more hickies than you know what to do with" Jacob grumbled as he lightly bit Casper on the neck. Casper bit his own lip, trying to suppress the amount of moans he wanted to let out. Jacob ignored him, continuing to bite and suck on several, sensitive parts on Casper's neck, collarbone and pecs until he had his desired amount of love bites. He sat up, licking his lips as he smirked at his work. Casper gasped as he opened his mouth, his cheeks turning an extreme rosy color. "Oh my fu- you don't play fair, Jacob" He whined, covering his face, "God...Now I have to hide all of these. What will I tell Doug?". All the previous worries he had forgotten during had started to flood back. "To fuck off" Jacob rolled his grassy colored eyes and scoffed. "Jacob" Casper stressed out the 'a', "for once, stop being so selfish and rude. He's my boyfriend". He paused, froze even, realizing what he just said. He was too scared to look his friend in the face. He was too unpredictable and had a really short fuse, even shorter when Doug is involved. But there was no response. No backlash. No cursing. No yelling. Not a single object was thrown. Casper lowered his hands to look directly at Jacob. His eyes were cold and almost malicious as they narrowed to glare at the discombobulated boy. "Jacob...I can-" but before he actually could actually finish his sentence , Jacob got up quickly and without slamming it, closed the door as he made a swift exit, "-explain". He picked up his pillow and let out a muffled scream. This wasn't the first time that he had seen Jacob act like this but this was exactly what he wanted to avoid. That was definitely the Ross' signature dead-to-me look. Casper can still clearly remember when Jacob gave this look to a boy who used to bully him and when the boy tried to do it again, Jacob sent him to the hospital for a whole month. It had happen several other times too. Jacob might not hurt him but he might not talk to Casper ever again and that's Casper's worst nightmare.