Here i am.
a regular 15 year old teenager waiting at her chance at real love
ive been in many relationships but non was a really relationship
they were all either a relationship with someone i didnt even wanna go out with but i was just being nice when i really regretted dating them later
but im fine with that im not desperate for a guy like im only 15 sheesh
i get into it when ever that day comes where i find someone
ever since i said that aka 2 years ago ive been waiting and waiting for that day
thats like over 900 days of waiting and waiting
but then it came
on the day april 19th 2012
that was the day i finnaly found him
the one ive been waiting for
it all started when we were getting ready for the end of the year talent show
im not really much of a preformer i can sing alittle but not good enough to go on stage
everyone thinks im a horrible singer
but only cuz they didnt hear me, im scared im not good enough
but thats ok, i really dont wanna go infront of the school and start singing
i really dont have stage fright at all but id prefer not to go on stage
but i still want to be apart of it so i decided to go backstage and since i love doing lighting i decided to go for it
plus, it wasent my first time doing lights so i was good and the backstage teacher liked me so i was good
i also sometimes like to sing to my self while im doing it, but this time, is was loud enough for some people to hear...
So here is where it exactly started...
i was backstage planning the lights and how its gonna look since i like to make it look awesome and not just lights on, preform, lights off
so i was playing around with it, till someone poked my back
i turn around and i see someone, a guy, not really familiar who it was, but he sure was cute!
after that awkward 10 second staring at eachother he snapped himself and cleared his throat "so um are you preforming?" he asked
"oh no im just backstage" i replied
"well, im suppose to be doing a song but my partner is away for the week and i need someone to practice with so um i was wondering if you would want to replace her?"
i just stood their frozen. why would he want to choose me? he doesnt even know me i dont even know the dance i stood their confused for a sec
"um why are you asking me? you dont even know me"
"come on" he said "i saw you singing while you were doing the lights, your really talented" he said with a smile
that moment was when i developed a little crush on him, but who cares its just a small crush, i didnt expect it to go anywhere
"uhm i really dont know" i was so confused at the moment i didnt know what to do. then with out even thinking
"sure ill do it"
i said it without even thinking, i was alittle disapointed but hey, i guess that it would of been fun
"awesome" he said with a smile "were gonna start after the next preformance"
