Moving Out With Cameron

1. You're Not Cameron Dallas

drunk; [adjective] affected by alcohol to the extent of losing control
of one's faculties or behavior.

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Trice Lauren Gonzales

My life is a mess. My parents keep on fighting so I have to move out even though I don't have any allowance. I still have lots of unfinished paperworks to pass this week. I just got fired from my new part-time job. Me and my best friend, Aria, just had a fight because his crush is sort of checking me out. AND my filthy rich douchebag ex boyfriend who-thinks-he-can-get-anything won't leave me alone.

What more could go wrong?

        "One more of this, please..." I raised my hand to the bartender. I'm in the trend bar right now, drinking different types of alcoholic drinks so I can forget all of my problems somehow.

        Everything was fine before. Life was good. Until mom knew my dad has a mistress. He has a second family. Mom was furious and from that day, unending fights was on. It makes my head aches too, to be honest. That's why I moved out because I can barely handle them both.

        I just can't believe all of this is happening to me. I wish I can go to another world where there's no problems. A world where people don't know me. A world with only parties, cute guys, and free food. A world full of fun.

        Suddenly, a guy sat beside me and asked for a drink but I just ignored him and took a sip from my cup.

        "If I could just kill myself without going to hell..." I told myself. I've been thinking about committing suicide for a long time so all this shit happening to me will stop but I don't wanna go to hell because as what you've all heard, hell sucks. Plus Jesus broke in and stole all the dinosaurs. Quoted by Chanel number 2 on Scream Queens.

        "No."

I looked beside me 'cause that's where the 'no' voice came from. "There are tons of people who are near to death because of their disease or illness who wants to live longer and YOU'LL take your own life?"

        "I have to live on my own but I'm broke. I wanna start my performance tasks given by my dumb professors but I don't know how to start. I don't want to see my ex for life but I don't know how. I wanna call my best friend to tell her I just lost my job but we just had a fight." I tried by best to tell this stranger all my shitty problems because I don't want to have a stupid chity-chat about a fucking suicide. "See? What the fuck is my purpose in this fucked up world? I don't know what more else I can do to make my life even worse. People who wants to live longer can take my life if they want, for goodness sake...!"

        He scoffed, "you need help.." I snorted, "yeah right..." I rolled my eyes then grabbed my phone on the desk. I clicked the wifi button since there's a free wifi here and right after that, there was a notification from Instagram saying: camerondallas just shared a new photo

        I clicked the notification so fast and it led me to the app. I never clicked so fast in my entire life. I thought.

        It was, of course, a shirtless picture of cam. HE'S SO FUCKING HOT IM

        I laid my arm to the table and put my hand on my chin, "I miss you, hubbie.." I sighed as I look at my babe through my phone.