Abused By A Pop Star

Chapter 7: Lies

Nathan's POV

I groan loud enough to where she can hear, but she doesn't respond to that. I turn the television on and flip through the channels until I find something. I find E! Entertainment news is on and I keep it on that channel. But what I see what comes on next shocks me and probably everyone else watching it. I listen carefully but keep the volume down so Lucy can't hear it.

E! Reporter 1, "Lucy Holland, only fifteen years old here at the time, is photographed holding a baby girl in her arms while walking out of a baby store with her mom and her mom's partner. The baby is said to be the fifteen-year-old, Holland's daughter.

E! Reporter 2, "But sources close to her say her current fiancé, the youngest member of The Wanted, Nathan Sykes, is not the father of her now five-year-old daughter. The little girl's name and the father of her daughter are unknown.

I can't believe Lucy has a five-year-old daughter. I'm her best friend, her fiancée. Why doesn't she trust me enough to tell me this? Does she not trust me at all? Maybe I should break up with her since she doesn't trust me. I want to marry her because she's stuck by my side no matter what I did to her. No matter how much I fucked up with her. She loved me even at the lowest point in my life.

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I can hear the television because I'm sitting on the stairs and looking at it. I see what comes up and widen my eyes. Great. Now he will hate me even more now. I lied to him about this. I covered it up so he would never find out, but it had to come out sometime. He would've found out sooner or later. The E! Entertainment news channel is on.

He'll hit me again. My scars are just beginning to heal. I should leave before it's too late, and he ends up hurting the baby and me soon. I quietly make it back to my room before he notices. I lay on my bed and cry into my pillow, hoping he doesn't hear me. He'll ask why and I'll have no reasonable explanation for it.

My best friend, my fiancé, the only guy I have truly loved, is the same guy I have been lying to for over five years. Maybe he should meet my little girl soon. He might hate me a little bit less.She's staying with the guy that knocked me up in the first place. He provides for her better than I ever would've been able to. I visit her now and again whenever Nathan is busy with the band.

She knows me and even loves when I visit her for a few hours a day. I occasionally spend the night every other month because her father and I are on good terms. He has a girlfriend, but she's never around her whenever I'm there. She's almost six, already reading and talking at a third-grade level.