CHAPTER 9:
*dans P.O.V*
I woke up quite early the next morning and me and Mary-Ella where still in the same position I didn't want to wake her so I just stayed like that listening to her breathing it was nice just sitting there listening to her breathing cause it was so quite and that's all I could hear. I stayed like that for awhile when I realized there was only one person breathing which was me I panicked and jumped she still didn't wake I checked her pulse on her neck and wrist she didn't have a pulse. 'LINDA" "PHIL" I screamed. I heard phil shout "WHAT YOU WANT" "HELP" HELP. I screamed "Help me" they bout bursted in the door I was holding Mary-Ella by the shoulders and her head was on my knees they ran to me what's wrong "Mary-Ella" I screamed shaking her "she doesn't have a pulse" "what" Linda checked again just to make sure I wasn't losing my mind. She really didn't "phil" ring am ambulance" phil ran to the house phone and rang 911
*Phils P.O.V*
911: hello what's you emergency
Phil: I need an ambulance we have a girl who stopped breathing
911:okay an ambulance is on it's way where do you live
Phil: green road apartments number 1135
911:okay
I ran in to Linda and dan "okay I'm gonna get dressed are you coming Linda" "yes" she replyed I threw dan skinny jeans and a black tshirt "dan change into these". I then ran to my room for some denim skinny jeans and a tshirt. I threw Linda I pair of black skinny jeans and a tshirt wanna wear them" I asked her "yes" thanks and I kissed her "Linda will be okay". the door bell rang and the doctors came running in where is she 'first room on the left" they ran to dans room and burst the door open and put Mary-Ella on the bed thing and ran out again we ran with them and got in the ambulance they rushed her to the hospital and to the emergency room they showed us where her bed would be so we could wait there. I could see tears starting to drop down Linda face I hugged her "are you okay" I ask her "y-yes" she stuttered and started to cry even more I hugged her as tight as I could and kissed her forehead. Dan was so quite he didn't cry or even let out a tear he just stared into space bearly blinking only when he had to.
*dans P.O.V*
She can't-she can't be dead I said in my head over and over again.I never got to say I love you or go all the way with her or tell her how much she meaned to me. I heard Linda crying and I could feel tears in my eyes I didn't want to cry in front of phil or Linda so I held them in I could feel a lump in my troath I then tried to say "I'm going to the bathroom" to phil and Linda but it came out kinda squeaky but they got the point. "are you okay" phil asked "yeh" I said and made my way to the bathroom I burst in and ran to a cubicle locking the door behind me I felt the years drip down my face before I knew it I was in a ball on the floor. with Phil asking me to come out it was okay. Linda and Phil begged "I can't" I said "shes dead" "she's not they told me" "I never told her I loved her or told her how I felt" I cryed "I think "she knowed" they said "please open the door or ill break it" they begged "fine" I said I unlocked the door and opened it my fave was stained red from my tears I was still crying even harder then ever Linda hugged me and said "it'll be okay" "I no how you feel" she cryed "I loved her too" we bout cryed together and then she pulled away from the hug and hugged phil. should we go back to the room Linda asked "yes" we said. The doctor was standing in there he came in to tell us the surgery was over and he didn't know what would happen after this he said the problem was she had a blood blog edge in her breathing pipe and she couldn't breath. "Will she survive" I asked "see that's the thing is we don't know where not to sure" the doctor said back. I broke into years again and phil hugged me "it'll be okay" he said over and over.
*phils P.O.V*
Mary-Ella was finally put in the bed and Dan sat there all day we asked him to Come home for awhile but he wouldn't be didn't wanna leave her incase she woke up. Me and Linda went back to the apartment to get dan some stuff if he was staying there for at least and hopefully only a week
*lindas P.O.V*
If it wasn't for phil I wouldn't be sane he's the reason my body isn't in pieces Mary-Ella's in hospital and if phil wasn't here I would be cutting so much. but he's here to keep my mind off that "I don't cut anymore" I told him.Its hard but ill do it cause he does because of him I'm not going crazy
*phils P.O.V*
Dan was in pieces he was going crazy I was afraid that he would so something that I regret ever doing. I couldn't let him go crazy if she died he would start cutting dan had never cut and I know Linda will as well again if I don't keep her sane I hope they don't and I'm so worried for then. Me,dan and Linda stayed in the hospital that night we didn't wanna leave Mary-Ella On her own
