Finding Arron

chapter 1 (date night)

Welcome. My name is viloet and I'm going to tell u one of my life stories and yes another romance however with some  adventure if you are sick of this love thing feel free to exit.

Me and Arron met in college. Some how we just clicked which is weird because I never wanted a relationship in the first place but of course with how "lucky" I am he barged in to my life uninvited but I don't regret it. The more ironic thing is that when we met he originally tried to set me up with his friend nate. Don't get me wrong nate was a great guy but a little cocky which bugs me.
   Not to mention if we did marry I would not approve of my name change, I mean come on,  Jackson...  seriously? Violet  Jackson dosn't sound right.  I think I'll stick with violet Weatherton, at least until may first when Arron and I get married.  Besides violet crylisanthemum sounds
So much better.
   ( even though it's a mouthfull) I always hated the length of his last name and so did our professors.          

*Snickers to self*

What I can't laugh at my own story? come on I'm the narrator so back it up. Any who it was thursday night 6 o'clock and my  room filled with chaoticas song unstable. I jumped at first but was still excited to check the text.

Arron:  "Hay beautiful I hope you  remembered our plans for 7 oclock tonight. Can't wait to see what outfit u choose to where for me tonight. ;) I'm just leaving nates, he's having problems with Olivia again. :p Should be there shortly. x)

As I read over the text my face lit up.( I know cheesy, sue me, can't help it when you have some one like him)

Violet (me): hay keep up the flattery and I will find the ugliest outfit in my closet for tonight. You know flattery dosnt afect me. :/

Arron: I'm not using flattery I'm simply stating my opinion of you and I don't think u could make anything look ugly ;)

Vilot (Me): uh huh sure.

I then went to my closet to see what I could scrape up. 30 minutes later I decided on my sparkly spaghetti strap red dress, my basic black heels and a gold flower necklace that he gave me  that complemented my dark brown hair. I heard the door down stairs slightly open and blissfully quicken  down the steps. I was greeted at the bottom of the stairs by his beautiful blue eyes and shagged soft black hair.
" Hay beautiful , uhm... wow...I said dress nice not like royalty babe."

"Are you complaining? Besides I figured with how long it's been since weve gone out because of school work i thought I could make it more special".  I said as I walked over to him and rubbed my hand over his chest.
" being with you is special enough" he said as he walked over and embraced me. He then began to look down at his plain white t shirt and warn out jeans and then back up with a flushed face.
"I'm a little under dressed, give me 5 minutes." He ran up the stairs and I heard the clatter in the restroom as I waited. Sure enough 5 minutes later he came back down.
   Boy can he clean up. His hair brushed, a black dress shirt, purple silk tie, purple dress pants that shaped his butt and black and purple dc high tops and a fancy gold watch.
" ok ready to show you off and am totally in your leaug now" he said as he came around and softly kissed my cheek. We slowly walked out the door and he dangled the keys to our white Sudan in my face. " I'm driving" he said mockingly. I rolled my eyes and yanked the keys from him And ran to the car saying "as if".
   He chased Me and began too tickle my sides to get the keys back. I wasn't letting go. I mean I'm good at doing things for myself, always have been, including driving. After I kicked him a few times( unintentionally For the most part) he got the hint.
   He brought it apon himself . "Seat belt," I said and as every guy dose he replies "no make me." I gave him my warning glare and he spoke again, "fine but only if I get a kiss." I glared again and then reached over and tried to force the belt over him.
   (I know childish right)  any who he grabed it the same time as I and then the challenge was on. The Tug of war, the few times he did pull me over he greeted me with a peck but in the end, I won like always. "Are we moving to the forest?" Arron asked randomly.
   I glimpse over at him with a confused expression. Next thing I knew he was pulling grass and leaves out of my hair and was showing me them. We looked at each other and both laughed. "Maybe one day"  i said jokingly. 
  We pulled up to 'la heart beat',( the fancy restaurant we had reservations at.) And  Arron then hoped out promptly and ran to my door. I of course beat him to it. "Maybe next time handsome". He semi scoffed, "would it kill you to let me be a gentleman for at least one night? Gosh.
   Why did I have to fall for such a stubborn and independent girl?" He said with a slight chuckle. I just replied "your fault, you wanted me first." And began to walk. He caught up and replies "guilty as charged but I like it that way".
   We got to the door and he gave me a passionate kiss and began to hold my hand as we walked in. It was just as fancy as I thought, maybe more. The servers wore the finest clothes and the tables had the finest wood and the menus had silver boarders. I gawked around the establishment as arron checked us in.
"Hay sweety I know it's breathtaking like you but you might want to close your mouth before it's stuck like that and you can't  eat".  Arron said as he snuck up behind me. I just rolled my eyes and then We were escorted to our table.
  Ad we talked, joked, laughed and reminiance I couldn't help but feel like some one was watching us. I think I'll pass it off as my own thoughts and blame the horror movie I watched yesterday.  It was awesome. By the end of dinner
We left and arron came up with a spontaneous idea to walk home. I'm not complaining. I love last minute ideas. I live by them.
*Snickers to self*
I mean our home was only 3 blocks away, the stars were so bright, and the wether was perfect so we did. Arron called nate to pick up the car.  I sure as hell was going to walk barefoot though. 3 inch heels, 3 blocks, Hell no!

  We walked in silence admiring the stars. As we walked we held hands and as our figures locked it felt natural, like they were made for each other. Suddenly I looked I to his eyes and he looked into mine piercingly. He wrapped his arms around me like he was guarding his most prize possession. It was like he was licking Monte I  a castle, his arms being the stone wall of it.
   He leaned over me and his hair tickles my cheeks. I then began too feel his warm breath seeping into my ear as he whispered. " you are mine. Your the best thing  that's ever happened to me. Please stay with me forever. You are my stability. "
   I don't know what came over  him or why he became so possessive so rashly but it both scared me and turned me on. Something was bothering him but What? What caused his sudden behavior? We continued to walk as I pondered consistently about what he was thinking and why he was acting the way he was.
   We made our way down the street, his hand firmly claspibg mine. We got to the next street light and suddenly stoped. The fast stop snaps me out of all the problems and possible answers I was thinking of. He turned around instantaneously and shot me his earitated look and then began ranting. "What?! Why are you always over thinking things and so damb good at hiding what its about?!"
   I hate it when you do that. It makes me feel like your stuck and there's nothing I can do to help. It makes me feel useless and I hate being useless to you because i Care for you so much. So much it drives me crazy!"
  As his words rushed through my ears I kind of be can to retaliate. " why so do you always want to know what I'm thinking?! It makes me feel like I can't keep anything private and when I do I'm hitting you!, you just want to know to much! Im a big girl and I will tell you if it concerns  you or if I have a problem with something."
   His eyes then turned to a sad state after the words spilled  from  my mouth. "I wish I could belive you but I know how you like to keep things to yourself and how you think your stronger then you really are. I'm sorry for causing you fear or pain by the love  I have for  you. Maybe you should work on being blunt, considering others feelings and accepting help."  He said as he painfully looked away from me.
   And with that said we walked the rest of the way home.  I wound have retaliatedat his last comments but they were to close for comfort.  I was flustered and defeated. Besides if I did retaliate it would have made it worse. We arrived home at 9:30 feeling distant and tried to avoid further agitation.
    That is a good thing we have going,  we both know when to stop.( even  If we oh so badly wanted to continue and make our point known.)  As we walked In my mom was behind our counter coming up done sterfry. She Gave us her 'oh i know whats up.' look.
  "Can't stop prying into each others minds again?" We both look up sheepishly and red cheeked. Both me and arron grabbed a bowl of sterfry and went our separate ways to our separate parts of the couch. We sat in silence of everything but the sound of our mouths chewing and the faded sound of the tv.
 
(Yes I'm 21, engaged and still live with my mom,  Sue me Its cheaper and close to my school. I also don't wanna leave her alone. Since her sister died 2 years ago she hasn't been at her emotional best.)

After our plates were cleared we went  our separate paths too the sink. As I walked upstairs to mine and arrons room he watched me from behind and scanned my butt no less. I felt a little bad for our argument so I turned around and gestured for him to come up to. He just gave me a Simple smile and said "you go I'm good on the couch tonight, plus your snoring is horenduous." I rolled my eyes and then we both giggled, his more attractive of course. I just replied "fine." My mom watches the faces and feelings we exchanged and just smiled.