5/13/13
I am sorry that I am such a fuck up. I am sorry that you are disappointed in me and I am not the daughter you wanted. I am sorry that I don’t memorize things well or listen well. I am sorry for having attitude when I talk to you. I am sorry that you piss me off every time you talk about school or grades. I am sorry that you helping me with school gets me frustrated in the worst way possible. I am sorry that I am not living up to your expectations. I am sorry that I am a stupid fucked up failure in everything I do. But most of all I am sorry that I will never change. I will always be like this no fucking matter what. Making you madder than you already are kind of makes me happy. I can’t wait for it to be summer so I can spend all my time away from you. It isn’t supposed to be like that but you have driven me to it. It’s a sad thing when you want your friends dad to adopt you because you can’t take your parents anymore. They way that I am is your fault. Fuck you. Sorry I’m not sorry.
