so this is how true love feels.
i felt it. i know i did. she held my hand. she smiled. that's all it took. she didn't even have to look at me. she smiled towards the ground but i still felt every bit of my energy radiate into her. she didn't notice me staring at her, but i was. at every opportunity i would look at her. because every time i did i would feel the most amazing sensation. goosebumps, nausea and happiness. "what did i do to deserve you?". she asks me that so often and i never know how to answer her. she doesn't realise that i'm the lucky one. she doesn't realise that she doesn't have to "deserve" me. she stole my heart without even trying.
i remember chasing after a girl hopelessly, doing everything in my power to try and make her fall in love with me. but to find a girl who loves you as you are. who doesn't care about your background or what you do. that's true love. i don't have to try. i just care. and she cares. its funny how that works, huh? and even now, i stare at her. she doesn't see how truly amazing she is. but i know now what true love is. its not having to be sad because you know there will be another day. i don't fear my future anymore because i know that shes there.
i finally know how true love feels.
