* I sit down with a moodless face expression. Its one that I had always wore and will probably always wear probably the only suitable one for me. The painting that is presentable infront of me gives me a purpose for which I feel*
ITS WHEN I see her. When she stands there just smiling at her phone ,then suddenly looks at me. She notices I was starring at her ,but she quickly brushes the awkwardness ,with a simple 4 second unique smile then returns to her phone. For I, those seconds mean a whole lot. Its when she first enters through that wooden oak tree door. Through my eyes I dont just see another casual mortal girl, I see a goddess of beauty the only one who'm I wish to be the guardian angel of. My mood, my mind,my spirit changes from a bored uninterested fellow boy to a man with much hope and happiness. All positivity rises from the bottom of my soul. The classroom suddenly changes along from dull, gloomy, wearisome colors to dancing compelling bright ones.
Its when she passes by me along with the scent of her conditioner or shampoo that I'm really familiar with. Its one of those popular strong scented shampoos that every girl buys because its like a trend, but with her I ... wait no ... its smells or I think it smells better.
I never looked at her that way.
1
I never thought of her being this or that.
2
Somehow.
Somewhere...
Along the line I got attracted to her.
3
When I first saw her I would see her as another human. Just someone who I know I wouldn't give two shits about. Just another person who'm i will never speak to.
But
I was wrong.
The feeling changed . I needed her. I wanted her.
She calmed the anger I had in me and on meThe loneliness , the utter loser and hopeless self. With a sprinkle of low self esteem.
What did she do? Why?
I think back and its funny . * I Smirk*
All she did was come up to me and ask, and say
" Hi, my name is
Alice. Why are you so quite? We should talk more often. If you feel lonely talk to me"
Confound, and glad but nervous at the same time.
I mumbled with a response.
Thats what it all for my heart to be content. With everyone else ignoring she became the center of my focus and everyone I blurred out.
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