Dear past lovers,
This is a letter to all of you
who I am no longer with
and have since moved on.
I just want to say thank you so much
for breaking my heart
and for making me believe
that you actually loved me
and cared about me.
If it wasn't for you telling me these things
that were a complete lie and giving me false hope
I wouldn't be the person I am today.
I wouldn't be strong,
confident,
and putting myself first
if it wasn't for you.
But there's also a downside
to you leaving me.
My emotional walls are built up higher than before.
I trust less people now.
And my insecurities have only increased.
Future lovers will try and get me to let them in
but since you have broken me
that will be nearly impossible.
The words "I love you"
will mean nothing to me
because I've heard it so often
and those three words were all a lie.
But even though these things will be difficult
I will work through them.
It will be much easier to deal with these things
than it was loving you.
Now new and painless memories can be made
with those who actually care.
And even if my hear gets broken multiple times
I know it'll all be okay
because it only makes me stronger inside.
So thank you again for breaking my heart
and teaching me an important lesson:
don't give your heart to someone
who isn't willing to give you theirs in return.
Love&Hate, The one you broke/made stronger
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PoetryPoems that are about heartbreak, love, hate, and anything in between. Some of these poems have self harm in them, just a fair warning.